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that you would be always good to me. I might even, as you say, be very happy after a time, but you do not--care for me--you do not love me, and"--here she nearly broke down--"and--I think you love some one else." Sir Philip made a movement as if to take away his hand; but he restrained himself and grasped hers still more closely. "And who is it that I am supposed to care for?" he asked, in a light tone. "Margaret," Janetta answered, almost in a whisper. Then there was a silence, and this time Sir Philip did slowly withdraw his hand. But he did not look angry. "I see," he said, "you are a friend of hers: you doubtless heard about my proposition to her concerning the Miss Polehampton business." Janetta looked surprised. "No, I heard nothing of that. And indeed I heard very little from Margaret. I heard a good deal from Lady Caroline." "Ah, that woman!" cried Sir Philip, getting up and making a little gesture with his hand, expressive of contempt. "She is worldly to the core. Did she tell you why Margaret refused me?" "I did not know--exactly--that she had. Lady Caroline said that it was a misunderstanding," said Janetta, the startled look growing in her eyes. "Just like her. She wanted to bring me back. Forgive me for speaking so hotly, but I am indignant with Lady Caroline Adair. She has done Margaret incalculable harm." "But Margaret herself is so sweet and generous and womanly," said Janetta, watching his face carefully, "that she would recover from all that harm if she were in other hands." "Yes, yes; I believe she would," he answered, eagerly. "It only needs to take her from her mother, and she would be perfect." He stopped, suddenly abashed by Janetta's smile. "In her way, of course, I mean," he added, rather confusedly. "Ah," said Janetta, "it is certain that I should never be perfect. And after Margaret!" "I esteem you, I respect you, much more than Margaret." "But esteem is not enough, Sir Philip. No, you do not love me; and I think--if I may say so--that you do love Margaret Adair." Sir Philip reddened distressfully, and bit his lip. "I am quite sure, Miss Colwyn, that I have no thoughts of her that would do you an injustice. I did love Margaret--perhaps--but I found that I was mistaken in her. And she is certainly lost to me now. She loves another." "And you will love another one day, if you do not win her yet," said Janetta, with decision. "But you do not love _me_, and I c
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