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... I am no fool," she repeated sullenly, "I understand." "Apparently," he retorted dryly. "Thou dost love her?" she insisted. "What is it to thee?" "No matter; only tell me this, dost thou love her?" "If I said 'yes,'" he asked with his whimsical smile, "wouldst refuse to help me?" "Oh, no!" "And if I said 'no'?" "I should be glad," she said simply. "Then we'll say 'no!'" he concluded lightly, "for I would like to see thee glad." And he had his wish, for quite a joyous smile lit up her small, pinched face. She tripped quite briskly to the door and held it open for him. "If thou desirest to speak with me again," she said, as he finally took his leave, "give four raps on the door at marked intervals. I would fly to open it then." He thanked her and went down stairs, humming a lively tune and never once turning to look on her again. And yet she was leaning over the ricketty banisters watching his slowly descending figure, until it disappeared in the gloom. CHAPTER XIV AFTER EVENSONG Jongejuffrouw Beresteyn had spent many hours in church this New Year's Day, 1624. In spite of the inclemency of the weather she had attended Morning Prayer and Holy Communion and now she was back again for Evensong. The cathedral was not very full for it. Most people were making merry at home to celebrate the festival; so Gilda had a corner of the sacred building all to herself, where she could think matters over silently and with the help of prayer. The secret of which she had gained knowledge was weighing heavily on her soul; and heart-rending doubts had assailed her all night and throughout the day. How could she know what was the right thing to do?--to allow a crime of which she had fore-knowledge, to be committed without raising a finger to prevent it? or to betray her own brother and his friends--a betrayal which would inevitably lead them to the scaffold? Her father was of course her great refuge, and to-night through Evensong she prayed to God to guide her, as to whether she should tell everything to her father or not. She had warned Nicolaes that she might do so, and yet her very soul shrank from the act which to many would seem so like betrayal. Cornelius Beresteyn was a man of rigid principles and unyielding integrity. What he might do with the knowledge of the conspiracy in which his own son was taking a leading part, no one--not even his daughter--could foresee. In no case would
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