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but overwhelmed in debt. "In the first moment of horror I bitterly upbraided my wife. She, poor thing, took her misfortunes and my anger so much to heart that she fell into a consumption, and died in less than a year. I was so affected by my troubles--more, I believe, for the loss of my wife, whom I really loved, than for the loss of my income--that I fell for a time into a despondent frame of mind. I had felt compelled to retire from my profession--a man in a state of debt and bankruptcy had no right to be holding a royal commission--and my enforced idleness did not help to mend matters. At length life, health, and youth--I was not yet thirty--asserted themselves. Melancholy flew away; energy, a wish to be up and doing something, returned. "I looked around me. The prospect was a sad one. There was nothing to be done. No one wanted me. "At length fortune, tired of frowning upon me, smiled awhile. I fell in with an old friend of my father's, a wealthy coffee-planter in Ceylon. He had come over for a holiday to his native country. For the father's sake, for the sake of old times and the days of his youth, he was kind to the son. He sympathised with my sorrows, which were not of my own making. About to return to Ceylon, he offered me a certain partnership in his business, promising greater things if I remained. "How thankfully I turned my back upon Spain, the land of all my misfortunes, I could never say. I began a new and prosperous life in a new country. In course of time my old friend died, and I became senior partner in a flourishing concern. For twenty-five years I remained out in Ceylon. I had made a considerable fortune, and you will think that I had probably married again. No, senor. I gave up my life to work, and would not a second time tempt fate. "At last, after an absence of a quarter of a century, a feeling crept over me that had every symptom of _mal du pays_. As this increased, I realised my possessions and returned to my own country, a rich man. But, alas! youth had fled. Wealth did not now mean for me what it had meant at five-and-twenty. The first thing I did was to pay up all my debts with interest, and to stand a free, honourable and honoured man. What surprised me most was the comparative smallness of the sum which in the hour of our misfortunes I had thought so formidable. "And now, senor, do you think that I could let well alone: or, rather, that fortune could still turn to me a smiling
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