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time, some mitigation of what he had to tell her. "It's all we have." "Oh!" It was the same sound as before, just audible--a sound with a little surprise in it, a hint of something awed, but without dismay. He forced himself to take a few sips of coffee and crumble a bit of toast. "I don't mind, papa. If that's what's troubling you so much, don't let it any longer. Worse things have happened than that." He gulped down more coffee, not because he wanted it, but to counteract the rising in his throat. "Shall we have to lose Tory Hill?" she asked, after another silence. He nodded an affirmative, with his head down. "Then you mean me to understand what you said just now--quite literally. We've lost all we have." "When everything is settled," he explained, with an effort, "we shall have nothing at all. It will be worse than that, since I sha'n't be able to pay all I owe." "Yes; that _is_ worse," she assented, quietly. Another silence was broken by his saying, hoarsely: "You'll get married--" "That will have to be reconsidered." "Do you mean--on your part?" "I suppose I mean--on everybody's part?" "Do you think he would want to--you must excuse the crudity of the question--do you think he would want to back out?" "I don't know that I could answer that. It isn't quite to the point. Backing out, as you call it, wouldn't be the process--whatever happened." He interrupted her nervously. "If this should fall through, dear, you must write to your Aunt Vic. You must eat humble pie. You were too toplofty with her as it was. She'll take you." "Take me, papa? Why shouldn't I stay with you? I'd much rather." He tried to explain. It was clearly the moment at which to do it. "I don't think you understand, dear, how entirely everything has gone to smash. I shall probably--I may say, certainly--I shall have to--to go--" "I do understand that. But it often happens--especially in this country--that things go to smash, and then the people begin again. There was Lulu Sentner's father. They lost everything they had--and she and her sisters did dressmaking. But he borrowed money, and started in from the beginning, and now they're very well off once more. It's the kind of thing one hears of constantly--in this country." "You couldn't hear of it in my case, dear, because--well, because I've done all that. I've begun again, and begun again. I've used up all my credit--all my chances. The things I coun
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