had no LEGAL excuse for leaving?"
"No," said she. "I--just bolted. I don't know what's to become of me.
I seem not to care, at present, but no doubt I shall as soon as we see
land again."
"You'll go back to him," said Stanley.
"No," replied she, without emphasis or any accent whatever.
"Sure you will," rejoined he. "It's your living. What else can you do?"
"That's what I must find out. Surely there's something else for a
woman besides such a married life as mine. I can't and won't go back
to my husband. And I can't and won't go to the house at Hanging Rock.
Those two things are settled."
"You mean that?"
"Absolutely. And I've got--less than three hundred and fifty dollars
in the whole world."
Baird was silent. He was roused from his abstraction by gradual
consciousness of an ironical smile on the face of the girl, for she did
not look like a married woman. "You are laughing at me. Why?"
inquired he.
"I was reading your thoughts."
"You think you've frightened me?"
"Naturally. Isn't a confession such as I made enough to frighten a
man? It sounded as though I were getting ready to ask alms."
"So it did," said he. "But I wasn't thinking of it in that way. You
WILL be in a frightful fix pretty soon, won't you?"
"It looks that way. But you need not be uneasy."
"Oh, I want to help you. I'll do everything I can. I was trying to
think of something you could make money at. I was thinking of the
stage, but I suppose you'd balk at that. I'll admit it isn't the life
for a lady. But the same thing's true of whatever money can be made
at. If I were you, I'd go back."
"If I were myself, I'd go back," said Mildred. "But I'm not myself."
"You will be again, as soon as you face the situation."
"No," said she slowly, "no, I shall never be myself again."
"But you could have everything a woman wants. Except, of
course--perhaps-- But you never struck me as being especially
sentimental."
"Sentiment has nothing to do with it," rejoined she. "Do you think I
could get a place on the stage?"
"Oh, you'd have to study a while, I suppose."
"But I can't afford that. If I could afford to study, I'd have my
voice trained."
Baird's face lighted up with enthusiasm. "The very thing!" he cried.
"You've got a voice, a grand-opera voice. I've heard lots of people
say so, and it sounded that way to me. You must cultivate your voice."
Mildred laughed. "Don't talk nonsense. Even I kn
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