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whole being, soul and body, cries out for love. And if a man is at hand then--any presentable man--to answer, '_I_ am love,' she believes him. That moment came to Sheila--and Ted was there!" "Oh," cried Peter, "Oh, surely there was more to it than that! Surely there was real love!" And when she did not answer, he repeated earnestly, "Surely there was real love!" "You plead for Ted?" asked Mrs. Caldwell with a touch of irony. "I plead for her. Ted doesn't matter, and I don't matter. But _Sheila_--Oh, I can't bear that she should have only a second-rate thing, an imitation. I can't bear that." "She thinks it's real love she feels for Ted. And as long as she thinks so, Peter, she'll be happy. What we have to do for her--what you have to do for her when I'm gone--is to keep her thinking that. It isn't her baffled gift I worry about; it's the discontent her gift may rouse in her; the awful _vision_ it may bring her. I see so clearly how she was married--and she must _never_ see! If ever you find her beginning to see, you must blindfold her somehow. I've often thought that women should be born blind--or that their eyes should be bandaged at birth." "Horrible!" exclaimed Peter. "No--_kind_! All the creatures of our love would be beautiful then; all the circumstances of our little destinies noble and splendid. We'd create them so in our own minds, and disillusionment could never touch us." "It's the truth we need, men and women," insisted Peter. "There's nothing so tragic as the truth--when it comes too late," said Mrs. Caldwell sadly. "Your grandfather and I found out that. He was already married, and I was on the eve of my wedding when--it happened. We might have run away together; ours was a real passion, Peter. But people didn't do that sort of thing so readily in our young days. They thought less of their individual rights then, and more of honor. It seemed to us that it was sin enough ever to have realized what we felt; ever to have acknowledged it. So we went on with our obligations, your grandfather and I. He was a good husband, and I was a good wife. Our lives were cast in pleasant lines, with dear, kindly companions, and we would have been happy if--if I hadn't, in a fatal hour, seen his heart and reflected it for him in my own eyes. We would have been happy if I had been blindfolded! As it was, we'd seen the truth, and to accept less was tragedy for us." "You were both fr
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