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when the silence between them had lengthened uncomfortably. "You'd be just the wife for him, Charlotte!" Charlotte turned toward her, and there was no mistaking her earnestness and her sincerity. "I'd marry him to-morrow!" she cried. "Oh, Charlotte, I never _dreamed--my dear_!----" "Don't be sorry for me," Charlotte interrupted warningly. "Don't be sorry for me. I may marry him yet!" And a moment later, she was swinging down the street, as serene and independent as if she had never known--much less, confessed--the pain of unrequited love. As Sheila looked after her, she noticed again the gold of her hair, the beautiful, free carriage of her shoulders--and now she felt no pleasure in them. Rather was she conscious of a sharp little pang of envy, and with it, sounded the echo of Charlotte's last words--"I may marry him yet!" Charlotte was a splendid, gallant creature; she _might_ marry Peter. And then Sheila, feeling that envious pang again and still more sharply, demanded of herself in swift terror: "Am I jealous?--_am I jealous of Charlotte because Peter may come to love her_?" Oh, it couldn't be that!--it couldn't! It was impossible that she should be jealous about any man but her husband. For she and Ted loved each other--they _did_ love each other, whatever had been their mistakes with each other. She called Eric to her, and he left his playmate on the lawn and came, smiling. She caught him to her, with a sort of frightened passion: "Kiss mother, darling!" He looked back over his shoulder at the boy who was waiting for him. "With him there?" he inquired reluctantly, already shy of caresses before his own sex. But Sheila, usually the most considerate and tactful of mothers, amazed him now by ignoring his hint. Still with that terrified passion, she kissed him not once, but many times--her son and Ted's! Her son and Ted's! Then, leaving him standing there in his astonished embarrassment, she went into the house and up to her own room, there to sit and stare before her at things unseen, but all too visible to her. So Ted had been right after all; right in objecting to her being so much with Peter. It _had_ been unwise; moreover, it had been wrong, all that companionship of the past winter. For it had brought her to this; it had brought her so to depend upon Peter that she could not be happy unless he was often with her; it had brought her so to care for him that she could not thi
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