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ck," she said. "She hasn't seen us--she mustn't see us. We must not wake her from her dream. It's a doll she's rocking, and she's dreaming--she's dreaming it's a child." They started back without speaking, hushed and saddened by what they had seen of another's tragedy; and as they went, Sheila was thinking of the occasion in her childhood when she had pretended to be Lisbeth's little daughter. It had happened so long ago, but in all the years since then Lisbeth had been intent on the one dream, the one hope--that of motherhood. All definite remembrance of the child she had borne and lost was gone from her clouded brain, but the instinct and desire of motherhood had remained; it had been life to her. Her mind, flickering like a will-o'-the-wisp from one uncompleted thought to another, had been steadfast enough in that; her heart, detached from every human tie, had never faltered in its impulse of maternity. The tears filled Sheila's eyes again, filled and overflowed so that Peter gave an exclamation of concern and dismay. "Poor Lisbeth!" she murmured. "Poor thing! And I who have my child am discontented. What is the matter with me?" It was the question she had put to Ted long ago--after that other episode of Lisbeth--and he had been as bewildered as she. But there was no bewilderment in the glance that met hers now. Nevertheless, Peter did not answer her directly. But after awhile he said musingly: "A bird's wings may be clipped, but its heart can't be changed. Always--always--it is mad to fly!" CHAPTER XII Mrs. Caldwell had grown very fragile that autumn; not as if she were ill, but rather as if she were gradually and gently relaxing her hold on life. As yet no one but Peter had realized the change in her, but to him it was sadly evident, and he visited her oftener than ever, taking all he could of a friendship that would soon be his no longer. He had stopped to see her on his way home from the seminary, the day after his walk with Sheila, and it was upon Sheila that their talk finally turned. "I had a stroll with her yesterday afternoon," Peter remarked. "It's rare luck for me to get any of her time nowadays. Marriage swallows women terribly, doesn't it?" "Sheila's marriage has certainly swallowed her," admitted Mrs. Caldwell. "I'm fond of Ted--really very fond of him, in fact--but I've always expected marriage to swallow his wife. He's that sort of man." "You think he deman
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