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stretched himself and waved his arms. "Ah, now I am better. Now I am Paragot. Berzelius Nibbidard Paragot, again. Now I am free from the forms and symbols. Yes, my son. That hat has been to me Luke's iron crown. That coat has been the _peine forte et dure_ crushing my infinite soul into my liver." He tore off his black tie and hurled it away from him. "This has been strangling every noble inspiration. I have been swathed in mummy bands of convention. I have been dead. I have come to life. My lungs are full. My soul regains its limitless horizons. My swollen tongue is cool, and _nom de Dieu de nom de Dieu_, I can talk again!" He walked up and down the little salon vociferating his freedom, and kicking the remains of the frock-coat before him. With one of his sudden impulses he picked it up and threw it out of a quickly opened window. "The sight of it offended me," he explained. "Master," said I, "where are your other things?" "What other things?" "Your luggage--your great coat--your umbrella." "Why, at Melford," said he with an air of surprise. "Where else should they be?" I had thought that no action of Paragot could astonish me. I was wrong. I stared at him as stupefied as ever. "Usually people travel with their luggage," said I, foolishly. "They are usual people, my son. I am not one of them. It came to a point when I must either expire or go. I decided not to expire. These things are done all in a flash. I was walking in the garden. It was last Sunday afternoon--I remember now: a sodden November day. Imagine a sodden November Sunday afternoon English country-town garden. Joanna was at a children's service. Ah, _mon Dieu_! The desolation of that Sunday afternoon! The _death_, my son, that was in the air! Ah! I choked, I struggled. The garden-wall, the leaden sky closed in upon me. I walked out. I came back to Paris." "Just like that?" I murmured. "Just like that," said he. "You may have noticed, my son, that I am a man of swift decisions and prompt action. I walked to the Railway Station. A providential London train was expected in five minutes. I took it. _Voila._" "Did you stay long in London?" I asked by way of saying something; for he began to pace up and down the room. "Did I see anything worth seeing at the theatres? And did I have a good crossing? My little Asticot, I perceive you have become an adept at conventional conversation. If you can't say something original I shall go bac
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