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h had desired, yet when it came it found them tongue-tied and helpless. Bessy was the first to speak. "When did you get here? You never wrote me you were coming!" Amherst advanced toward her, holding out his hand. "No; you must forgive me. I have been very busy," he said. Always the same excuse! The same thrusting at her of the hateful fact that Westmore came first, and that she must put up with whatever was left of his time and thoughts! "You are always too busy to let me hear from you," she said coldly, and the hand which had sprung toward his fell back to her side. Even then, if he had only said frankly: "It was too difficult--I didn't know how," the note of truth would have reached and moved her; but he had striven for the tone of ease and self-restraint that was habitual among her friends, and as usual his attempt had been a failure. "I am sorry--I'm a bad hand at writing," he rejoined; and his evil genius prompted him to add: "I hope my coming is not inconvenient?" The colour rose to Bessy's face. "Of course not. But it must seem rather odd to our visitors that I should know so little of your plans." At this he humbled himself still farther. "I know I don't think enough about appearances--I'll try to do better the next time." Appearances! He spoke as if she had been reproaching him for a breach of etiquette...it never occurred to him that the cry came from her humiliated heart! The tide of warmth that always enveloped her in his presence was receding, and in its place a chill fluid seemed to creep up slowly to her throat and lips. In Amherst, meanwhile, the opposite process was taking place. His wife was still to him the most beautiful woman in the world, or rather, perhaps, the only woman to whose beauty his eyes had been opened. That beauty could never again penetrate to his heart, but it still touched his senses, not with passion but with a caressing kindliness, such as one might feel for the bright movements of a bird or a kitten. It seemed to plead with him not to ask of her more than she could give--to be content with the outward grace and not seek in it an inner meaning. He moved toward her again, and took her passive hands in his. "You look tired. Why do you ride so late?" "Oh, I just wanted to give Impulse a gallop. I hadn't time to take her out earlier, and if I let the grooms exercise her they'll spoil her mouth." Amherst frowned. "You ought not to ride that mare alone at nig
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