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aven't--as a generalization. I mean to marry as soon as I get the chance!" "The chance----?" "To meet the right man. I'm gambler enough to believe in my luck yet!" Mrs. Amherst sighed compassionately. "There _is_ no right man! As Blanche says, matrimony's as uncomfortable as a ready-made shoe. How can one and the same institution fit every individual case? And why should we all have to go lame because marriage was once invented to suit an imaginary case?" Justine gave a slight shrug. "You talk of walking lame--how else do we all walk? It seems to me that life's the tight boot, and marriage the crutch that may help one to hobble along!" She drew Bessy's hand into hers with a caressing pressure. "When you philosophize I always know you're tired. No one who feels well stops to generalize about symptoms. If you won't let your doctor prescribe for you, your nurse is going to carry out his orders. What you want is quiet. Be reasonable and send away everybody before Mr. Amherst comes back!" She dropped the last phrase carelessly, glancing away as she spoke; but the stiffening of the fingers in her clasp sent a little tremor through her hand. "Thanks for your advice. It would be excellent but for one thing--my husband is not coming back!" The mockery in Bessy's voice seemed to pass into her features, hardening and contracting them as frost shrivels a flower. Justine's face, on the contrary, was suddenly illuminated by compassion, as though a light had struck up into it from the cold glitter of her friend's unhappiness. "Bessy! What do you mean by not coming back?" "I mean he's had the tact to see that we shall be more comfortable apart--without putting me to the unpleasant necessity of telling him so." Again the piteous echo of Blanche Carbury's phrases! The laboured mimicry of her ideas! Justine looked anxiously at her friend. It seemed horribly false not to mention her own talk with Amherst, yet she felt it wiser to feign ignorance, since Bessy could never be trusted to interpret rightly any departure from the conventional. "Please tell me what has happened," she said at length. Bessy, with a smile, released her hand. "John has gone back to the life he prefers--which I take to be a hint to me to do the same." Justine hesitated again; then the pressure of truth overcame every barrier of expediency. "Bessy--I ought to tell you that I saw Mr. Amherst in town the day I went to Philadelphia. He spok
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