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own beside her in his old place. She lighted a cigarette for him. "Tell me about poor old Jack," he said in a low voice. Their dinner was a pleasant but subdued affair. Afterward she played for him--interrupted once by a telephone call from Ilse, who said that John's temperature had risen a degree and the only thing to do was to watch him every second. But she refused Palla's offer to join her at the hospital, saying that she and the night nurse were sufficient; and the girl went slowly back to the piano. But, somehow, even that seemed too far away from her lover--or the man who once had been her avowed lover. And after idling-with the keys for a few minutes she came back to the lounge where he was seated. He looked up from his revery: "This is most comfortable, Palla," he said with a slight smile. "Do you like it?" "Of course." "You need not go away at all--if it pleases you." Her voice was so indistinct that for a moment he did not comprehend what she had said. Then he turned and looked at her. Both were pale enough now. "That is what--what I was going to tell you," she said. "Is it too late?" "Too late!" "To say that I am--in love with you." He flushed heavily and looked at her in a dazed way. "What do you mean?" he said. "I mean--if you want me--I am--am not afraid any more----" They had both risen instinctively, as though to face something vital. She said: "Don't ask me to submit to any degrading ceremony.... I love you enough." He said slowly: "Do you realise what you say? You are crazy! You and your socialist friends pretend to be fighting anarchy. You preach against Bolshevism! You warn the world that the Crimson Tide is rising. And every word you utter swells it! _You_ are the anarchists yourselves! You are the Bolsheviki of the world! You come bringing disorder where there is order; you substitute unproven theory for proven practice! "Like the hun, you come to impose your will on a world already content with its own God and its own belief! And that is autocracy; and autocracy is what you say you oppose! "I tell you and your friends that it was not wolves that were pupped in the sand of the shaggy Prussian forests when the first Hohenzollern was dropped. It was swine! Swine were farrowed;--not even _sanglier_, but decadent domestic swine;--when Wilhelm and his degenerate litter came out to root up Europe! And _they_ were the first real Bolsheviki!" He turned and be
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