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ote gaze came back to fix itself on Palla. "But, somehow, I think that Vanya would grieve.... And he has grieved enough. Do you think so, Palla?" "Yes." Ilse said thoughtfully: "There is always enough death on earth. And to live honestly, and love undauntedly, and serve humanity with a clean heart is the most certain way to help the slaying of that thing which murdered Vanya." Palla gazed at Marya, profoundly preoccupied by the astounding revelation that she had been Vanya's legal wife; and in her brown eyes the stunned wonder of it still remained, nor could she seem to think of anything except of that amazing fact. When they stood up to take leave of Marya, the rosebud dropped from Palla's lap, and Marya picked it up and offered it again. "It should open," she said, her strange smile glimmering. "Cold water and a little salt, my Palla--that is all rosebuds need--that is all we women need--a little water to cool and freshen us; a little salt for all the doubtful worldly knowledge we imbibe." She took Palla's hands and bent her lips to them, then lifted her tawny head: "What do words matter? _Slava, slava_, under the moon! Words are but symbols of needs--your need and Ilse's and mine--and Jack's and Vanya's--and the master-word differs as differ our several needs. And if I say Christ and Buddha and I are one, let me so believe, if that be my need. Or if, from some high minarette, I lift my voice proclaiming the unity of God!--or if I confess the Trinity!--or if, for me, the god-fire smoulders only within my own accepted soul--what does it matter? Slava, slava--the word and the need spell Love--whatever the deed, Palla--my Palla!--whatever the deed, and despite it." * * * * * As they came, together, to Palla's house and entered the empty drawing-room, Ilse said: "In mysticism there seems to be no reasoning--nothing definite save only an occult and overwhelming restlessness.... Marya may take the veil ... or nurse lepers ... or she may become a famous courtesan.... I do not mean it cruelly. But, in the mystic, the spiritual, the intellectual and the physical seem to be interchangeable, and become gradually indistinguishable." "That is a frightful analysis," murmured Palla. A little shiver passed over her and she laid the rosebud against her lips. Ilse said: "Marya is right: love is the world's overwhelming need. The way to love is to serve; and if we
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