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voice and manner were so subdued that she laughed. "Fancy asking a girl such a question," she said. "You shouldn't ask a woman whether she doesn't want to know you. It would be irregular enough, under the circumstances, to say that you wanted to know her." "That's what I meant," he replied, wincing. "Would you consider it?" She could not disguise her amusement. "Yes; I'll consider it, Mr. Shotwell. I'll give it my careful attention. I owe you something, anyway." "What?" he asked uncertainly, prepared for further squelching. "I don't know exactly what. But when a man remembers a woman, and the woman forgets the man, isn't something due him?" "I think there is," he said so naively that Palla was unable to restrain her gaiety. "This is a silly conversation," she said, "--as silly as though I had accepted the cocktail you so thoughtfully suggested. We're both enjoying each other and we know it." "Really!" he exclaimed, brightening. His boyish relief--everything that this young man said to her--seemed to excite the girl to mirth. Perhaps she had been starved for laughter longer than is good for anybody. Besides, her heart was naturally responsive--opened easily--was easily engaged. "Of course I'm inclined to like you," she said, "or I wouldn't be here lunching with you and talking nonsense instead of houses----" "We'll talk houses!" "No; we'll _look_ at them--later.... Do you know it's a long, long time since I have laughed with a really untroubled heart?" "I'm sorry." "Yes, it isn't good for a girl. Sadness is a sickness--a physical disorganisation that infects the mind. It makes a strange emotion of love, too, perverting it to that mysticism we call religion--and wasting it.... I suppose you're rather shocked," she said smilingly. "No.... But have you no religion?" "Have you?" "Well--yes." "Which?" "Protestant.... Are you Catholic?" The girl rested her cheek on her hand and dabbed absently at her orange ice. "I was once," she said. "I was very religious--in the accepted sense of the term.... It came rather suddenly;--it seemed to be born as part of a sudden and close friendship with a girl--began with that friendship, I think.... And died with it." She sat quite silent for a while, then a tremulous smile edged her lips: "I had meant to take the veil," she said. "I did begin my novitiate." "Here?" "No, in Russia. There are a few foreign cloistered orders there...
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