troubling you?"
"Of course."
"I'm so sorry!"
"Am I to come?"
"Yes."
She herself admitted him. He laid his hat and coat on a chair in the
hall and followed her upstairs to the living-room.
When she had seated herself she looked up at him interrogatively,
awaiting his pleasure. He stood a moment with his back to the fire,
his hands twisting nervously behind him. Then:
"My trouble," he explained naively, "is that I am restless and unhappy
when I remain away from you."
The girl laughed. "But, Jim, you seemed to be having a perfectly good
time at Delmonico's this noon."
He reddened and gave her a disconcerted look.
"I don't see," she added, "why any man shouldn't have a good time
with such an attractive girl. May I ask who she is?"
"Elorn Sharrow," he replied bluntly.
Palla's glance had sometimes wandered over social columns in the
papers and periodicals, and she was not ignorant concerning the
identity and local importance of Miss Sharrow.
She looked up curiously at Jim. He was so very good to look at!
Better, even, to know. And Miss Sharrow was his kind. They had seemed
to belong together. And it came to Palla, hazily, and for the first
time, that she herself seemed to belong nowhere in particular in the
scheme of things.
But that was quite all right. She had now established for herself a
habitation. She had some friends--would undoubtedly make others. She
had her interests, her peace of mind, and her independence. And behind
her she had the dear and tragic past--a passionate memory of a dead
girl; a terrible remembrance of a dead God.
The heart of the world alone could make up to her these losses. For
now she was already preparing to seek it in her own way, under her own
Law of Love.
"Jim," she said almost timidly, "I have not intended to make you
unhappy. Don't you understand that?"
He seated himself: she lighted a cigarette for him.
"I suppose you can't help doing it," he said glumly.
"I really can't, it seems. I don't love you. I wish I did."
"Do you mean that?"
"Of course I do.... I wish I were in love with you."
After a moment she said: "I told you how much I care for you. But--if
you think it is easier for you--not to see me----"
"I can't seem to stay away."
"I'm glad you can't--for my sake; but I'm troubled on your account. I
do so adore to be with you! But--but if----"
"Hang it all!" he exclaimed, forcing a wry smile. "I act like an
unbaked fool! You've
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