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my hand: 'Take the pencil, take the pencil.'" At that moment, as my eyes wandered distractedly over his cell, I suddenly noticed that some of the artist's clothes hanging on the wall were unnaturally stretched, and one end was skilfully fastened by the back of the cot. Assuming an air that I was tired and that I wanted to walk about in the cell, I staggered as from a quiver of senility in my legs, and pushed the clothes aside. The entire wall was covered with drawings! The artist had already leaped from his cot, and thus we stood facing each other in silence. I said in a tone of gentle reproach: "How did you allow yourself to do this, my friend? You know the rules of the prison, according to which no inscriptions or drawing on the walls are permissible?" "I know no rules," said K. morosely. "And then," I continued, sternly this time, "you lied to me, my friend. You said that you did not take the pencil into your hands for a whole week." "Of course I didn't," said the artist, with a strange smile, and even a challenge. Even when caught red-handed, he did not betray any signs of repentance, and looked rather sarcastic than guilty. Having examined more closely the drawings on the wall, which represented human figures in various positions, I became interested in the strange reddish-yellow colour of an unknown pencil. "Is this iodine? You told me that you had a pain and that you secured iodine." "No. It is blood." "Blood?" "Yes." I must say frankly that I even liked him at that moment. "How did you get it?" "From my hand." "From your hand? But how did you manage to hide yourself from the eye that is watching you?" He smiled cunningly, and even winked. "Don't you know that you can always deceive if only you want to do it?" My sympathies for him were immediately dispersed. I saw before me a man who was not particularly clever, but in all probability terribly spoiled already, who did not even admit the thought that there are people who simply cannot lie. Recalling, however, the promise I had made to the Warden, I assumed a calm air of dignity and said to him tenderly, as only a mother could speak to her child: "Don't be surprised and don't condemn me for being so strict, my friend. I am an old man. I have passed half of my life in this prison; I have formed certain habits, like all old people, and submitting to all rules myself, I am perhaps overdoing it somewhat in demanding the sam
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