FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   20   21   22   23   24   25   26   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44  
45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   >>   >|  
turn home--to America: the drama will pay for it. I ought never to have brought her away." I promised, and she resumed her bright-eyed silence. I think she did not speak again. Toward morning the change came, and soon after sunrise, with her old aunt kneeling by her side, she passed away. All was arranged as she had wished. Her manuscripts, covered with violets, formed her pillow. No one followed her to the grave save her aunt and myself; I thought she would prefer it so. Her name was not "Crief," after all, but "Moncrief;" I saw it written out by Aunt Martha for the coffin-plate, as follows: "Aaronna Moncrief, aged forty-three years, two months, and eight days." I never knew more of her history than is written here. If there was more that I might have learned, it remained unlearned, for I did not ask. And the drama? I keep it here in this locked case. I could have had it published at my own expense; but I think that now she knows its faults herself, perhaps, and would not like it. I keep it; and, once in a while, I read it over--not as a _memento mori_ exactly, but rather as a memento of my own good fortune, for which I should continually give thanks. The want of one grain made all her work void, and that one grain was given to me. She, with the greater power, failed--I, with the less, succeeded. But no praise is due to me for that. When I die "Armor" is to be destroyed unread: not even Isabel is to see it. For women will misunderstand each other; and, dear and precious to me as my sweet wife is, I could not bear that she or any one should cast so much as a thought of scorn upon the memory of the writer, upon my poor dead, "unavailable," unaccepted "Miss Grief." LOVE IN OLD CLOATHES. By H. C. Bunner. (_Century Magazine, September,_ 1883.) Newe York, y^e 1^st Aprile, 1883. Y^e worste of my ailment is this, y^t it groweth not Less with much nursinge, but is like to those fevres w^ch y^e leeches Starve, 'tis saide, for that y^e more Bloode there be in y^e Sicke man's Bodie, y^e more foode is there for y^e Distemper to feede upon.--And it is moste fittinge y^t I come backe to y^s my Journall (wherein I have not writt a Lyne these manye months) on y^e 1^st of Aprile, beinge in some Sort myne owne foole and y^e foole of Love, and a poore Butt on whome his hearte hath play'd a Sorry tricke.-- For it is surelie a strange happenninge, that I, who am ofte accompted a man of y^e Worlde, (as
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   20   21   22   23   24   25   26   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44  
45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Moncrief
 

written

 

memento

 

months

 

thought

 

Aprile

 
September
 

Magazine

 

Bunner

 

Century


writer

 

precious

 

misunderstand

 

unread

 
Isabel
 

unaccepted

 

unavailable

 

memory

 

CLOATHES

 

Starve


beinge
 

hearte

 

accompted

 
Worlde
 
happenninge
 

strange

 

tricke

 

surelie

 

leeches

 

destroyed


fevres

 

ailment

 

worste

 

groweth

 

nursinge

 

Bloode

 

fittinge

 
Journall
 

Distemper

 

fortune


prefer

 

violets

 
covered
 
formed
 

pillow

 

Aaronna

 
Martha
 

coffin

 
manuscripts
 

wished