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ng herself over the side of the chair with her head resting on her arms, not sobbing aloud, but her whole frame shaken by the strength of her emotion. I rushed for a glass of wine; I pressed her to take it. I did not quite know what to do, but, putting myself in her place, I decided to praise the drama; and praise it I did. I do not know when I have used so many adjectives. She raised her head and began to wipe her eyes. "Do take the wine," I said, interrupting myself in my cataract of language. "I dare not," she answered; then added humbly, "that is, unless you have a biscuit here or a bit of bread." I found some biscuit; she ate two, and then slowly drank the wine, while I resumed my verbal Niagara. Under its influence--and that of the wine too, perhaps--she began to show new life. It was not that she looked radiant--she could not--but simply that she looked warm. I now perceived what had been the principal discomfort of her appearance heretofore: it was that she had looked all the time as if suffering from cold. At last I could think of nothing more to say, and stopped. I really admired the drama, but I thought I had exerted myself sufficiently as an anti-hysteric, and that adjectives enough, for the present at least, had been administered. She had put down her empty wine-glass, and was resting her hands on the broad cushioned arms of her chair with, for a thin person, a sort of expanded content. "You must pardon my tears," she said, smiling; "it was the revulsion of feeling. My life was at a low ebb: if your sentence had been against me it would have been my end." "Your end?" "Yes, the end of my life; I should have destroyed myself." "Then you would have been a weak as well as wicked woman," I said in a tone of disgust. I do hate sensationalism. "Oh no, you know nothing about it. I should have destroyed only this poor worn tenement of clay. But I can well understand how _you_ would look upon it. Regarding the desirableness of life the prince and the beggar may have different opinions.--We will say no more of it, but talk of the drama instead." As she spoke the word "drama" a triumphant brightness came into her eyes. I took the manuscript from a drawer and sat down beside her. "I suppose you know that there are faults," I said, expecting ready acquiescence. "I was not aware that there were any," was her gentle reply. Here was a beginning! After all my interest in her--and, I may say under
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