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"--And every thing has failed you; everything has given way under your feet." "But what is self-enjoyment, I ask you?" "--And it ought to give way. Because you looked for support there, where it is impossible to find it; because you built your house on the quicksands--" "Speak plainer, without metaphor, _because_ I do not understand you." "--Because--laugh away if you like--because there is no faith in you, no hearty warmth--and only a poor farthingsworth of intellect;[A] you are simply a pitiable creature, a behind--your--age disciple of Voltaire. That's what you are." [Footnote A: Literally, "intellect, in all merely a copeck intellect."] "Who? I a disciple of Voltaire?" "Yes, just such a one as your father was; and you have never so much as suspected it." "After that," exclaimed Lavretsky, "I have a right to say that you are a fanatic." "Alas!" sorrowfully replied Mikhalevich, "unfortunately, I have not yet in any way deserved so grand a name--" "I have found out now what to call you!" cried the self-same Mikhalevich at three o'clock in the morning. "You are not a sceptic, nor are you a _blase_, nor a disciple of Voltaire; you are a marmot,[A] and a culpable marmot; a marmot with a conscience, not a naive marmot. Naive marmots lie on the stove[B] and do nothing, because they can do nothing. They do not even think anything. But you are a thinking man, and yet you lie idly there. You could do something, and you do nothing. You lie on the top with full paunch and say, 'To lie idle--so must it be; because all that people ever do--is all vanity, mere nonsense that conduces to nothing.'" [Footnote A: A _baibak_, a sort of marmot or "prairie dog."] [Footnote B: The top of the stove forms the sleeping place in a Russian peasant's hut.] "But what has shown you that I lie idle?" insisted Lavretsky. "Why do you suppose I have such ideas?" "--And, besides this, all you people, all your brotherhood," continued Mikhalevich without stopping, "are deeply read marmots. You all know where the German's shoe pinches him; you all know what faults Englishmen and Frenchmen have; and your miserable knowledge only serves to help you to justify your shameful laziness, your abominable idleness. There are some who even pride themselves on this, that 'I, forsooth, am a learned man. I lie idle, and they are fools to give themselves trouble.' Yes! even such persons as these do exist among us; not that I say t
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