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sharply. "There's more like me. Fifteen thousand in the city of New York. I came from there." "Not like you, child." "Yes, like me," with a gulping noise in her throat. "I'm no better than the rest." She sat down and began digging in the snow, holding the sullen look desperately on her face. The kind word had reached the tortured soul beneath, and it struggled madly to be free. "Can I help you?" No answer. "There's something in your face makes me heart-sick. I've a little girl of your age." She looked up quickly. "Who are you, girl?" She stood up again, her child's face white, the dark river rolling close by her feet. "I'm Lot. I always was what you see. My mother drank herself to death in the Bowery dens. I learned my trade there, slow and sure." She stretched out her hands into the night, with a wild cry,-- "My God! I had to live!" What was to be done? Whose place was it to help her? he thought. He loathed to touch her. But her soul might be as pure and groping as little Susy's. "I wish I could help you, girl," he said. "But I'm a moral man. I have to be careful of my reputation. Besides, I couldn't bring you under the same roof with my child." She was quiet now. "I know. There's not one of those Christian women up in the town yonder 'ud take Lot into their kitchens to give her a chance to save herself from hell. Do you think I care? It's not for myself I'm sorry. It's too late." Yet as this child, hardly a woman, gave her soul over forever, she could not keep her lips from turning white. "There's thousands more of us. Who cares? Do preachers and them as sits in the grand churches come into our dens to teach us better?" Pumphrey grew uneasy. "Who taught you to sing?" he said. The girl started. She did not answer for a minute. "What did you say?" she said. "Who taught you?" Her face flushed warm and dewy; her eyes wandered away, moistened and dreamy; she curled her hair-softly on her finger. "I'd--I'd rather not speak of that," she said, low. "He's dead now. _He_ called me--Lottie," looking up with a sudden, childish smile. "I was only fifteen then." "How old are you now?" "Four years more. But I tell you I've seen the world in that time." It was Devil Lot looked over at the dark river now. He turned away to go up the wharf. No help for so foul a thing as this. He dared not give it, if there were. She had sunk down with her old, sullen glare, but sh
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