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e rose and crept after him. Why, this was her only chance of help from all the creatures God had made! "Let me tell you," she said, holding by a fire-plug. "It's not for myself I care. It's for Benny. That's my little brother. I've raised him. He loves me; _he don't know_. I've kept him alone allays. I don't pray, you know; but when Ben puts his white little arms about me 't nights and kisses me, somethin' says to me, 'God loves you, Lot.' So help me God, that boy shall never know what his sister was! He's gettin' older now. I want work, before he can know. Now, will you help me?" "How can I?" The whole world of society spoke in the poor manager. "I'll give you money." Her face hardened. "Lot, I'll be honest. There's no place for such as you. Those that have made you what you are hold good stations among us; but when a woman's once down, there's no raising her up." "_Never_?" "Never." She stood, her fair hair pushed back from her face, her eye deadening every moment, quite quiet. "Good bye, Lot." The figure touched him somehow, standing alone in the night there. "It wasn't my fault at the first," she wandered. "Nobody teached me better." "I'm not a church-member, thank God!" said Pumphrey to himself, and so washed his hands in innocency. "Well, good bye, girl," kindly. "Try and lead a better life. I wish I could have given you work." "It was only for Benny that I cared, Sir." "You're sick? Or"-- "It'll not last long, now. I only keep myself alive eating opium now and then. D' ye know? I fell by your hall to-day; had a fit, they said. It wasn't a fit; it was death, Sir." He smiled. "Why didn't you die, then?" "I wouldn't. Benny would have known then, I said,--'I will not. I must take care o' him first.' Good bye. You'd best not be seen here." And so she left him. One moment she stood uncertain, being alone, looking down into the seething black water covered with ice. "There's one chance yet," she muttered. "It's hard; but I'll try,"--with a shivering sigh; and went dragging herself along the wharf, muttering still something about Benny. As she went through the lighted streets, her step grew lighter. She lifted her head. Why, she was only a child yet, in some ways, you know; and this was Christmas-time; and it wasn't easy to believe, that, with the whole world strong and glad, and the True Love coming into it, there was no chance for her. Was it? She hurried on, ke
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