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ed it very badly. Whether I wanted it more badly than your mother is a matter of not the smallest importance to me. I wanted it, and I took it. Let that suffice." "And what do you think I shall do; do you think I will submit to this sort of thing?" "You can please yourself. Of course, if you tell about me, I can tell about you. Tit for tat--you quite understand." "Oh, I quite understand," said Florence. She sank down on the nearest chair, her face had turned quite grey. Miss Keys regarded her for a moment silently, then she went up and laid her hand on her shoulder. "Come, Flo," she said, suddenly dropping on her knees by the unhappy girl's side, "come, cheer up; don't look so miserable. You and I are in the same boat and we must sink or swim together. If you support me I'll support you. I can help you again and again, and think what I am doing for you to-night." "Oh, I hate myself, I hate myself! I don't think I can go through with it," said Florence. "Then what do you mean to do?" "Tell Sir John all before he begins. It is Kitty's Scholarship--not mine; and how--how am I to take it?" "Now this is utter folly," said Bertha, seriously alarmed at last, for if Florence were to develop a conscience, and a conscience of such a sensitive order, at this hour, all would indeed be lost as far as she was concerned. "Come," she said, "think what it means. You love your mother; think of her position if you lose; and it was only three pounds, and I promise--there, I promise I'll save it out of my salary; you shall have it back. Oh, don't tell on me; I shall be ruined for ever; don't--don't--don't!" Bertha clasped her hands, the tears rose to her eyes--a bell was heard in the distance. It was the bell which was to summon the guests, the girls of the school, and the three competitors to the great hall. "There, I must be going," said Florence, "but I am miserable. My head aches, I doubt if I can go through with this." "You will feel quite different when you get downstairs," said Bertha, "and now cheer up; only just remember one thing. If you fail me I will fail you, and _vice versa_." Florence did not dare to look back at Bertha; she left the room. There was a noise in her ears and a swimming before her eyes. Bertha stood for a moment, looking after her retreating form. "I am almost sorry I did not tell her at the time," she said to herself; "when she has accepted the Scholarship
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