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ge havoc with its beauty, and yet the lines had been laid on with no harsh hand. There was a certain dignity which it had never lost, which indeed resigned and large-minded sadness only enhances, and her simple religious life had given a touch of spirituality to those thin, delicate features so exquisitely carved and moulded. The bloom had gone from her cheeks for ever, and their intense pallor was almost deathlike, matching very nearly her snow-white hair, but her eyes seemed to have retained much of their old power and sweetness, and the light which sometimes flashed in them lent her face a peculiar charm. But now they were full of a deep anxiety as she lay there, a restless disquiet which showed itself also in her nervously twitching fingers. Far away down the valley the little convent clock struck the hour, and at its sound she looked up at him. "You go at nine o'clock, Bernard?" "At nine o'clock, mother, unless you wish me to stay." She shook her head. "No, I shall be better alone. This thing will crush me into the grave, but death will be very welcome. Oh, my son, my son, that the sin of one weak woman should have given birth to all this misery!" He stooped over her, and held her thin fingers in his strong man's hand. "Do not trouble about it, mother," he said. "I can bear my share. Try and forget it." Her eyes flashed strangely, and her lips parted in a smile which was no smile. "Forget it! That is a strange speech, Bernard. Have I the power to beckon to those hills yonder, and bid them bow their everlasting heads? Can I put back the hand of time, and live my life over again? Even so futile is my power over memory. It is my penance, and I pray day and night for strength to bear it." Her voice died away with a little break, and there was silence. Soon she spoke again. "Tell me--something about her, Bernard." His face changed, but it was only a passing glow, almost as though one of those long level rays of sunlight had glanced for a moment across his features. "She is good and beautiful, and all that a woman should be," he whispered. "Does she know?" He shook his head. "She trusts me." "Then you will be happy?" she asked eagerly. "Happy even if the worst come! Time will wipe out the memory." He turned away with a dull sickening pain at his heart. The worst he had not told her. How could he? How could he add another to her sorrows by telling her of the peril in which he st
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