FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86  
87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   >>   >|  
Yes," he says decidedly, getting up and thrusting his hands into his coat pockets. "Yes, I do--much the happiest." There is silence. It is too dark for either to see the other's expression. He stands irresolutely for a minute or two, and then says with a disagreeable laugh: "I should hate my own children! Fancy coming home and finding a lot of children crying and screaming in the place." To this the girl says nothing, and Stephen, after a minute's reflection, softens his words. "Besides, your wife's love, when she has children, is all given to them." "Yes," murmurs her well-bred voice. "Oh, yes, one is happier without them." Neither speak. They are agreed so far; there is a deep relief and pleasure in the breast of each. "Well," he says at last, rousing himself, "I must go. I shall be late for dinner." The girl leans down and stirs the fire into a leaping, yellow blaze. It fills the room with light, and reveals them fully now to each other. She makes no effort to detain him, and they look at each other, about to part. The self-control of each is marvellous, and admirable for its mere thoroughness and completeness. He has large eyes, and they stare down at her haggardly, as he stands facing her in the light. The hungry, hopeless look in those eyes and the drawn lines in his face go to the girl's heart, and to herself it seems literally melting into one warm flood of sympathy. Ill! he looks ill and wretched, and she longs with a longing that presses upon her, till it is like a physical agony, to give some way to her feelings. "Dearest, my dearest!" she is thinking, "if I might only tell you--even a little--" And Stephen stares at the soft face and warm lips, half-paralyzed with desire to bend down and kiss them. How would a kiss be? how would they--And so there is a momentary, barely perceptible pause, filled with a painful intensity of feeling, to which neither gives way one hair's breadth. Then he gives a curt laugh. "We have discussed rather a difficult problem and not settled it," he says in a conventional tone. "It seems to me quite simple," murmurs the girl, with a throat so dry that the words are hardly audible. He hears, but makes no reply beyond another slight laugh, as he holds out his hand. The girl puts hers into it. There is a moderate pressure only on either side, and then he goes out and shuts the door, leaving the girl standing motionless--all the warm springs in
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86  
87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

children

 

murmurs

 

Stephen

 
minute
 
stands
 

stares

 

paralyzed

 

desire

 
perceptible
 

filled


painful
 

barely

 

momentary

 

thrusting

 

longing

 

presses

 

wretched

 

sympathy

 
feelings
 

Dearest


dearest

 

thinking

 

pockets

 

physical

 

intensity

 

feeling

 

decidedly

 

slight

 

moderate

 

leaving


standing

 

motionless

 
springs
 

pressure

 

audible

 

discussed

 

breadth

 
difficult
 
simple
 

throat


problem

 
settled
 

conventional

 

melting

 
relief
 
pleasure
 

breast

 

disagreeable

 

reflection

 

agreed