n, and procured me an audience of
the Emperor.
I spoke with freedom; the audience lasted an hour. At length the Emperor
retired into the next apartment. I saw the tears drop from his eyes. I
fell at his feet, and wished for the presence of a Rubens or Apelles, to
preserve a scene so honourable to the memory of the monarch, and paint
the sensations of an innocent man, imploring the protection of a
compassionate prince. The Emperor tore himself from me, and I departed
with sensations such as only those can know who, themselves being
virtuous, have met with wicked men. I returned to the barracks with joy,
and an order the next day came for my release. I went with Count Alton
to the Countess Parr, and by her mediation I obtained an audience with
the Empress.
I cannot describe how much she pitied my sufferings and admired my
fortitude. She told me she was informed of the artifices practised
against me in Vienna; she required me to forgive my enemies, and pass all
the accounts of my administrators. "Do not complain of anything," said
she, "but act as I desire--I know all--you shall be recompensed by me;
you deserve reward and repose, and these you shall enjoy."
I must either sign whatever was given to sign, or be sent to a madhouse.
I received orders to accompany M. Pistrich to Counsellor Ziegler; thither
I went, and the next day was obliged to sign, in their presence, the
following conditions:--
First--That I acknowledged the will of Trenck to be valid.
Secondly--That I renounced all claim to the Sclavonian estates, relying
alone on her Majesty's favour.
Thirdly--That I solemnly acquitted my accountants and curators. And,
Lastly--That I would not continue in Vienna.
This I must sign, or languish in prison.
How did my blood boil while I signed! This confidence I had in myself
assured me I could obtain employment in any country of Europe, by the
labours of my mind, and the recital of all my woes. At that time I had
no children; I little regretted what I had lost, or the poor portion that
remained.
I determined to avoid Austria eternally. My pride would never suffer me,
by insidious arts, to approach the throne. I knew no such mode of
soliciting for justice, hence I was not a match for my enemies; hence my
misfortunes. Appeals to justice were represented as the splenetic
effusions of a man never to be satisfied. My too sensitive heart was
corroded by the treatment I met at Vienna. I, who wi
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