d at his house within open arms;
and, for the first time after an interval of two-and-forty years, beheld
one of my own relations.
On my journey thither, I had the pleasure to meet with Lieutenant-General
Kowalsky: This gentleman was a lieutenant in the garrison of Glatz, in
1745, and was a witness of my leap from the wall of the rampart. He had
read my history, some of the principal facts of which he was acquainted
with. Should anyone therefore doubt concerning those incidents, I may
refer to him, whose testimony cannot be suspected.
From Schildberg I proceeded to Landsberg, on the Warta. Here I found my
brother-in-law, Colonel Pape, commander of the Gotz dragoons, and the
second husband of my deceased sister: and here I passed a joyous day.
Everybody congratulated me on my return into my country.
I found relations in almost every garrison. Never did man receive more
marks of esteem throughout a kingdom. The knowledge of my calamities
procured me sweet consolation; and I were insensible indeed, and
ungrateful, did my heart remain unmoved on occasions like these.
In Austria I never can expect a like reception; I am there mistaken, and
I feel little inclination to labour at removing mistakes so rooted. Yet,
even there am I by the general voice, approved. Yes, I am admired, but
not known; pitied but not supported; honoured, but not rewarded.
When at Berlin, I discovered an error I had committed in the commencement
of my life. At the time I wrote I believed that the postmaster-general
of Berlin, Mr Derschau, was my mother's brother, and the same person who,
in 1742, was grand counsellor at Glogau, and afterwards, president in
East Friesland. I was deceived; the Derschau who is my mother's brother
is still living, and president at Aurich in East Friesland. The
postmaster was the son of the old Derschau who died a general, and who
was only distantly related to my mother. Neither is the younger
Derschau, who is the colonel of a regiment at Burg, the brother of my
mother, but only her first cousin; one of their sisters married Lieut.-
Colonel Ostau, whose son, the President Ostau, now lives on his own
estate, at Lablack in Prussia.
I was likewise deceived in having suspected a lieutenant, named Mollinie,
in the narrative I gave of my flight from Glatz, of having acted as a spy
upon me at Braunau, and of having sent information to General Fouquet. I
am sorry. This honest man is still alive, a captain in
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