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nt, and your naturally quick temper, if you break down a few more cells in that martyred brain of yours, you'll end in an asylum--possibly one reserved for the _criminal_ insane." A dull colour stained the pasty whiteness of Quest's face. For several minutes he stood there, his fingers working and picking at each other, his pale, prominent eyes glaring. "That's a big indictment, doctor," he said at last. "Thank God you think it so," returned the doctor. "If you will stand by your better self for one week--for only one week--after leaving Mulqueen's, I'll stand by you for life, my boy. Come! You were a good sport once. And that little sister of yours is worth it. Come, Stuyvesant; is it a bargain?" He stepped forward and held out his large, firm, reassuring hand. The young fellow took it limply. "Done with you, doctor," he said without conviction; "it's hell for mine, I suppose, if I don't make my face behave. You're right; I'm the goat; and if I don't quit butting I'll sure end by slapping some sissy citizen with an axe." He gave the doctor's hand a perfunctory shake with his thin, damp fingers; dropped it, turned to go, halted, retraced his steps. "Will it give me the willies if I kiss a cocktail good-bye before I start for that fresh guy, Mulqueen?" "Start _now_, I tell you! Haven't I your word?" "Yes--but on the way to buy transportation can't I offer myself one last----" "_Can't_ you be a good sport, Stuyve?" The youth hesitated, scowled. "Oh, very well," he said carelessly, turned and went out. As he walked along in the slush he said to himself: "I guess it's up the river for mine.... By God, it's a shame, for I'm feeling pretty good, too, and that's no idle quip!... Old Squills handed out a line of talk all right-o!... He landed it, too.... I ought to find something to do." As he walked, a faint glow stimulated his enervated intelligence; ideas, projects long abandoned, desires forgotten, even a far echo from the old ambition stirring in its slumber, quickened his slow pulses. The ghost of what he might have been, nay, what he _could_ have made himself, rose wavering in his path. Other ghosts, long laid, floated beside him, accompanying him--the ghosts of dead opportunities, dead ideals, lofty inspirations long, long strangled. "A job," he muttered; "that's the wholesome dope for Willy. There isn't a newspaper or magazine in town where I can't get next if I speak easy. I can del
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