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all! Nan, there's no one else, is there?" "No," she said very low. He stretched out his arms and drew her gently within them, and for a moment she had neither the heart nor the courage to wipe that look of utter happiness from his face by telling him the truth, by saying blankly: "I don't love you." He turned her face up to his and, stooping, kissed her with sudden passion. "My dear!" he said, "my dear!" Then, after a moment: "Oh, Nan, Nan, I can hardly believe that you really belong to me!" Nan could hardly believe it either. It seemed just to have _happened_ somehow, and her conscience smote her. For what had she to give in return for all the love he was offering her? Merely a little liking of a lonely heart that wanted to warm itself at someone's hearth, and beyond that a terrified longing to put something more betwixt herself and Peter Mallory, to double the strength of the barrier which kept them apart. It wasn't giving Trenby a fair deal! "Roger," she said, at last, "I don't think I'd better belong to you. No, listen!"--as he made a sudden movement--"I must tell you. There _is_ someone else--only we can't ever be more than friends." Roger stared, at her with the dawning of a new fear in his eyes. When he spoke it was with a savage defiance. "Then don't tell me! I don't want to hear. You're mine now, anyway." "I think I ought--" she began weakly. But he brushed her scruples aside. "I'm not going to listen. You've said you'll marry me. I don't want to hear anything about the other men who were. I'm the man who is. And I'm going to drive you straight back to Mallow and tell everybody about it. Then I'll feel sure of you." Faced by the irrevocableness of her action, Nan was overtaken by dismay. How recklessly, on the impulse of the moment, she had bartered her freedom away! She felt as though she were caught in the meshes of some net from which there was no escaping. A voice inside her head kept urging: "_Time_! _Time_! _Give me time_!" "Please, Roger," she began with unwonted humility. "I'd rather you didn't tell people just yet." But Trenby objected. "I don't see that there's anything gained by waiting," he said doggedly. "Time! . . . _Time_!" reiterated the voice inside Nan's head. "To please me, Roger," she begged. "I want to think things over a bit first." "It's too late to think things over," he answered jealously. "You've given me your promise.
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