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een Viola pretty nearly all the time. And even at Ghent, by the tortures of anxiety she had caused him, you may say that she had spoiled his ecstasy. And now, without any effort, or any calculation or foresight, by a stupendous accident, he had found happiness and peace and certainty. The thing was so consummately done, and so timed to the minute, that when you saw him there enjoying it, you could have sworn that he had played for it and pulled it off. It was as if he had said to himself, "Give me time, and I'll bring all these people round, even Mrs. Thesiger, even Reggie. I'll _make_ them love me. Wait, and you'll just see how I shall score." And there he was scoring. And it was as if he had said to himself long ago, "As for Viola, I know all about it. I know I do things that make the poor child shudder; but I can put that all right. I can make her forget it. I give myself three weeks." As if he said, "She thought she was going to leave me. I knew that, too, and I didn't care. She might have left me a thousand times and I should have brought her back." I used to think it pathetic that Jevons should have wanted Mrs. Thesiger to love him--that he should have wanted Reggie to. But I must say his pathos was avenged. _They_ were pathetic now. That big, hulking Major wasn't happy unless he was writing Jimmy's letters, or cutting up Jimmy's meat for him, or helping him in and out of his clothes. Mrs. Thesiger wasn't happy unless she was doing things for him. The Canon wasn't happy (though, like Norah, he had nothing on his conscience) and Mildred and Millicent and Victoria weren't happy, nor the Thesiger's friends in the Cathedral Close. And then--after they had made a hero of him for six weeks--on that Saturday night when we were all together in the Canon's library, Jevons made his confession. We had been, exchanging reminiscences. Something had made Viola think of Jimmy's General and the two Colonels at Ghent. She began telling the Canon how we had watched them through the glass screen, and how funny General Roubaix had looked with his arm round Jimmy's neck, and how he had said that Jimmy was a salamander, and that he didn't know what fear is. "Oh, _don't_ I!" said Jimmy. And that sent Reggie back to the day when he had first seen Jimmy. "Look here, old man, what made you say you were an arrant coward?" "Because," said Jimmy simply, "I am one. Dear old Roubaix was talking through his hat. "Not kno
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