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; and when, the summit reached, she sat down to rest on a broken board, her color was natural and she seemed to breathe freely again. "Are they all hypocrites, do you think, Charlie?" she said suddenly, looking up into my face. "They? who? Bessie, what have I done to make you angry?" "You? Nothing, dear goose! I am angry at myself and at everybody else. Did it flash upon you, Charlie, what we were singing?" Then she quoted the lines, which I will not repeat here, but they expressed, as the sole aspiration of the singer, a desire to pass eternity in singing hymns of joy and praise--an impatience for the time to come, a disregard of earth, a turning away from temporal things, and again the desire for an eternity of sacred song. "Suppose I confess to you," said I, astonished at her earnestness, "that I did not at all know what I was singing?" "That's just it! just what makes it so dreadful! _Nobody_ was thinking about it--nobody! Nobody there wanted to give up earth and go straight to heaven and sing. I looked round at all the people, with their new bonnets, and the diamonds, and the footmen in the pews up stairs, and I thought, What lies they are all saying! Nobody wants to go to heaven at all until they are a hundred years old, and too deaf and blind and tired out to do anything on earth. My heaven is here and now in my own happiness, and so is yours, Charlie; and I felt so convicted of being a story-teller that I couldn't hold the book in my hand." "Well, then," said I, "shall we have one set of hymns for happy people, and another for poor, tired-out folks like that little dressmaker that leaned against the wall?" For Bessie herself had called my attention to the pale little body who had come to the church door at the same moment with us. "No, not two sets. Do you suppose that she, either, wants to _sing_ on for ever? And all those girls! Sorry enough they would be to have to die, and leave their dancing and flirtations and the establishments they hope to have! It wouldn't be much comfort to them to promise them they should _sing_. Charlie, I want a hymn that shall give thanks that I am alive, that I have _you_." "Could the dressmaker sing that?" "No;" and Bessie's eyes sought the shining blue sky with a wistful, beseeching tenderness. "Oh, it's all wrong, Charlie dear. She ought to tell us in a chant how tired and hopeless she is for this world; and we ought to sing to her something that would che
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