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the one thing I "--he checked himself--"I look forward to meeting," he added awkwardly. "Then why should I be tired of you?" she returned. "You are kind to me; you tell me things I do not know; and," with maddening unconsciousness of how her words might be taken, "there is no one else." This was the nearest approach to a compliment that Leam had ever made. She meant simply that, as there was no one else to tire her, how could her pleasant friend Major Harrowby possibly do so? But Edgar naturally took her words awry. "And if there were anyone else I suppose I should be nowhere? My part has not often been that of a _pis aller_," with a deep flush of displeasure. "Why do you say that?" she asked in a slight tone of surprise. "You would be always where you are." "With you?" Her face asked his meaning. "I mean, would you always hold me as much your friend, always care for me as much as you do now--if, indeed, you care for me at all--if any one else was here?" he explained. Leam turned her troubled eyes to the ground. "I do not change like the wind," she answered, wishing he would not talk of her at all. "No, I do not think you do or would," returned Edgar, bending his head nearer to hers as he drew his horse closer. "I should think that once loved would be always loved with you, Miss Dundas?" He said this in a low voice that slightly trembled. She was silent. She had a consciousness of unknown dangers, sweet and perilous, closing around her--dangers which she must avoid she scarcely knew how, only vaguely conscious as she was that they were about. Then she said, with an effort, "I do not like myself talked of. It does not matter what I am." "To me everything!" cried Edgar impulsively. "You say what you do not mean," returned Leam. "I am not your sister; how, then, should it matter?" Her grave simplicity was more seductive to him than the most coquettish wiles would have been. She was so entirely at sea in the art of love-making that her very ignorance provoked a more explicit declaration. "Are there only sisters in the world?" he asked passionately, yet angry with himself for skirting so near to the edge of peril. "No: there are mothers," said Leam. Edgar caught his breath, but again checked himself just in time to prevent the words "and wives," that rose to his lips. "And friends," he substituted, with evident constraint and as awkwardly as before. It was not often that a woman had been a
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