ude read to her and expounded the legend of
the sacred Books. She had stood like a child, breathless with attention,
when Gertrude unlocked the inner door of the writing-table and showed
her the little squat god in his shrine.
She played with this house of Brodrick's like a child, making believe
that she adored the little squat god and respected all the paraphernalia
of his service. She knew that Gertrude doubted her seriousness and
sincerity in relation to the god.
And all the time she was overcome by the pathos of Gertrude who had been
so serious and so sincere, who was leaving these things for ever. But
though she was sorry for Gertrude, her heart exulted and cried out in
her, "Do you think He cares for the little squat god? He cares for
nothing in the world but me!"
All would have been well if Brodrick had not committed the grave error
of asking to look at the Books, just to see that she had got them all
right. Like Gertrude he doubted.
She brought them to him; presenting first the Book marked "Household."
He turned from the beginning of this Book to the end. The pages of
Gertrude's housekeeping looked like what they were, a perfect and simple
system of accounts. Jinny's pages looked like a wild, straggling lyric,
flung off in a rapture and meticulously revised.
Brodrick smiled at it--at first.
"At any rate," said she, "it shows how hard I've tried."
For all answer he laid before her Gertrude's flawless work.
"Is it any use trying to bring it up to Gertrude's standard?" she said.
"Wouldn't it be better just to accept the fact that she was wonderful?"
(He ignored the suggestion.)
"I suppose you never realized till now how wonderful that woman was?"
Brodrick said gravely he would have to go into it to see.
Brodrick, going in deeper, became very grave. It seemed that each week
Jane's expenditure overlapped her allowance with appalling regularity.
It was the only regularity she had.
"Have you any idea, Jinny, how it goes?"
She shook her head sadly.
"If it's gone, it's gone. Why should we _seek_ to know?"
"Just go into it with me," he said.
She went into it and emerged with an idea.
"It looks," said Jinny, "as if I ate more than Gertrude. Do I?"
Still abstracted, he suggested the advisability of saving.
"Can it be done?" said Jinny.
"It can," said Brodrick, "because Gertrude did it."
"Must I do it?"
"Not if it bothers you. I was only saying it can be done."
"And you'd
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