us that made him."
"George--do you think it'll ever come back to me?"
She stood still again. He was aware now, through her voice, of
something tense, something perturbed and tormented in her soul. He
rejoiced, for it was he who had stirred her; it was he who had made her
feel.
"Of course," he said, "it'll come back. If you choose--if you let it.
But you'll have to pay your price."
She was silent. They talked of other things. Presently the John
Brodricks, the Levines and Mrs. Heron came out into the garden and said
good-night, and Tanqueray followed them and went.
She found Hugh closeted with Henry in the library where invariably the
doctor lingered. Brodrick made a sign to his brother-in-law as she
entered.
"Well," he said, "you've had your talk."
"Oh yes, we've had it."
She lay back in her seat as if exhausted by hard physical exercise,
supporting the limp length of her arms on the sides of the chair.
The doctor, after a somewhat prolonged observation of her posture,
remarked that she should make a point of going to bed at ten.
Brodrick pleaded the Birthday of the Book. And at the memory of the
intolerable scene, and of Tanqueray's presence in it, her agony broke
out.
"Don't talk about it. I don't want ever to hear of it again."
"What's he been saying to you?" said Brodrick.
"He'd no need to say anything. Do you suppose I don't know? Can't you
see how awful it is for me?"
Brodrick raised the eyebrows of innocence amazed.
"It's as if I'd brought something deformed and horrible into the
world----"
The doctor leaned forward, more than ever attentive.
"And you _would_ go and drag it out, all of you, when I was sitting
there in shame and misery. And before George Tanqueray--How could you?"
"My dear Jinny----"
Brodrick was leaning forward too now, looking at her with affectionate
concern.
Her brother-in-law rose and held out his hand. He detained hers for an
appreciable moment, thoughtfully, professionally.
"I think," he said, "really, you'd better go to bed."
Outside in the hall she could hear him talking to Hugh.
"It's physical, it's physical," he said. "It won't do to upset her. You
must take great care."
The doctor's voice grew mysterious, then inaudible, and she heard Hugh
saying he supposed that it was so; and Henry murmured and mumbled
himself away. Outside their voices still retreated with their footsteps,
down the garden path, and out at the terrace gate. Hugh
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