s he stopped, that curious feeling of inner knowledge told
him she was not there. But the same instinct told him she was not dead.
He would have known it if she was dead. There was no reasoning in it. He
could not reason. But he knew, somehow.

Then, late in the afternoon, he found her. He knew that he had found
her. It was as though, at the entrance of the hospital, some sixth sense
had told him this was right at last. He was quite steady, all at once.
She was here, waiting for him to come. And now he had come, and it would
be all right.

Yet, for a time, it seemed all wrong. She was not conscious, had not
roused since she was brought it. There were white screens around her
bed, and behind them she lay alone. They had braided her hair in two
long dark braids, and there was a bandage on one of her arms. She looked
very young and very tired, but quite peaceful.

His arrival had caused a small stir of excitement, his own prominence,
the disaster with which the country was ringing. But for a few minutes,
before the doctors arrived, he was alone with her behind the screen. It
was like being alone with his dead. Bent over her, his face pressed to
one of her quiet hands, he whispered to her all the little tendernesses,
the aching want of her, that so long he had buried in his heart. Things
he could not have told her, waking, he told her then. It seemed, too,
that she must rouse to them, that she must feel him there beside her,
calling her back. But she did not move.

It was then, for the first time, that he wondered what he would do if
she should die.

The doctors, coming behind the screen, found him sitting erect and
still, staring ahead of him, with a strange expression on his face. He
had just decided that he could not, under any circumstances, live if she
died.

It was rather a good thing for Clayton's sanity that they gave him hope.
He was completely unnerved, tired and desperate. Indeed, when they came
in he had been picturing Audrey and himself, wandering hand in hand,
very quietly and contentedly, in some strange world which was his rather
hazy idea of the Beyond. It seemed to him quite sane and extraordinarily
happy.

The effort of meeting the staff roused him, and, with hope came a return
to normality. There was much to be done, special nurses, a private room,
and--rather reluctantly---friends and relatives to be notified. Only for
a few minutes, out of all of life, had she been his. He must give her up
now