gh; and, involuntarily
her lids shut it out. But she did not stir.
"I--warned you," he said again.
"I know. . . . Is it in you to--destroy--me?"
"God knows. . . . Yes, it is."
She scarcely breathed; only their hearts battled there in silence.
Then he said harshly:
"What else is there for us? You would not marry me."
"Ask me."
"You would not marry me if I told you----"
"What?"
"I will _not_ tell you!"
"Are you--married?"
"No!"
"Then _tell_ me!"
"G-od! _No_! I can't throw _this_ hour away. I can't throw love
away! I want you anyway--if you have the--courage!"
"Tell me. I promise to marry you anyway. I promise it, whatever
you are! Tell me."
"I--" An ugly red-stained neck and forehead; his embrace suddenly
hurt her so that she cried out faintly, but her hand closed on his.
"Tell me, tell me, _tell_ me!" she pleaded; "I know you are half
crazed by something--some dreadful thing that has been done to
you--" and ceased, appalled at the distorted visage he turned on
her. His arms relaxed and fell away from her.
Released, she stood swaying as though stunned, pressed both hands
to her eyes, then let her arms fall, inert.
For a moment they confronted one another; then he straightened up,
squared his shoulders with a laugh that terrified her.
"No," he said, "I _won't_ tell you! You go on caring for me. I'm
beast enough to let you. Go on caring! Love me--if you're brave
enough. . . . And I warn you now that I love you, and I don't care
a damn how I do it! . . . Now you _are_ frightened! . . . Very
well--I----"
He swayed a little, swung blindly on his heel, and lurched out into
the hall.
Mechanically she followed, halting in the doorway and resting
against it, for it seemed as though her knees were giving way.
"Is that--to be the--end?" she whispered.
He turned and came swiftly back, took her in his arms, crushed her
to him, kissed her lips again and again, fiercely.
"The end will be when you make an end," he said. "Make it now or
never!"
His heart was beating violently against hers; her head had fallen a
little back, lips slightly parted, unresponsive under his kiss, yet
enduring--and at last burning and trembling to the verge of
response----
And suddenly, passion-swept, breathless, she felt her self-control
going, and she opened her eyes, saw hell in his, tore herself from
his arms, and shrank, trembling, against the wall. He turned
stupidly and o
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