scarcely speak. "Is--friendship not enough, Mr. Berkley?"
"It is too late for friendship. You know it."
"That cannot be."
"Why, Ailsa?"
"Because it is friendship--mistaken friendship that moves you now
in every word you say." She raised her candid gaze. "Is there no
end to your self-murder? Do you still wish to slay yourself before
my very eyes?"
"I tell you that there is nothing good left living in me:
"And if it were true; did you never hear of a resurrection?"
"I--warn you!"
"I hear your warning."
"You dare let me love you?"
Dry-lipped, voices half stifled by their mounting emotion, they
stood closely confronted, paling under the effort of self-mastery.
And his was giving way, threatening hers with every breath.
Suddenly in his altered face she saw what frightened her, and her
hand suddenly closed in his; but he held it imprisoned.
"Answer me, Ailsa!"
"Please--" she said--"if you will let me go--I will answer--you----"
"What?"
"What you--ask."
Her breath was coming faster; her face, now white as a flower, now
flushed, swam before him. Through the surging passion enveloping
him he heard her voice as at a distance:
"If you will--let me go--I can tell you----"
"Tell me now!"
"Not--this way. . . . How can you care for me if----
"I warned you, Ailsa! I told you that I am unfit to love you. No
woman could ever marry _me_! No woman could even love me if she
knew what I am! You understood that. I told you. And now--good
God!--I'm telling you I love you--I can't let you go!--your
hands:--the sweetness of them--the----"
"I--oh, it must not be--this way----"
"It _is_ this way!"
"I know--but please try to help.--I--I am not afraid to--love
you------"
Her slender figure trembled against him; the warmth of her set him
afire. There was a scent of tears in her breath--a fragrance as
her body relaxed, yielded, embraced; her hands, her lids, her:
hair, her mouth, all his now, for the taking, as he took her into
his arms. But he only stared down at what lay there; and,
trembling, breathless, her eyes unclosed and she looked up blindly
into his flushed face.
"Because I--love you," she sighed, "I believe in all that--that I
have--never--seen--in you."
He looked back into her eyes, steadily:
"I am going mad over you, Ailsa. There is only destruction for you
in that madness. . . . Shall I let you go?"
"W-what?"
But the white passion in his face was enou
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