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scarcely speak. "Is--friendship not enough, Mr. Berkley?" "It is too late for friendship. You know it." "That cannot be." "Why, Ailsa?" "Because it is friendship--mistaken friendship that moves you now in every word you say." She raised her candid gaze. "Is there no end to your self-murder? Do you still wish to slay yourself before my very eyes?" "I tell you that there is nothing good left living in me: "And if it were true; did you never hear of a resurrection?" "I--warn you!" "I hear your warning." "You dare let me love you?" Dry-lipped, voices half stifled by their mounting emotion, they stood closely confronted, paling under the effort of self-mastery. And his was giving way, threatening hers with every breath. Suddenly in his altered face she saw what frightened her, and her hand suddenly closed in his; but he held it imprisoned. "Answer me, Ailsa!" "Please--" she said--"if you will let me go--I will answer--you----" "What?" "What you--ask." Her breath was coming faster; her face, now white as a flower, now flushed, swam before him. Through the surging passion enveloping him he heard her voice as at a distance: "If you will--let me go--I can tell you----" "Tell me now!" "Not--this way. . . . How can you care for me if---- "I warned you, Ailsa! I told you that I am unfit to love you. No woman could ever marry _me_! No woman could even love me if she knew what I am! You understood that. I told you. And now--good God!--I'm telling you I love you--I can't let you go!--your hands:--the sweetness of them--the----" "I--oh, it must not be--this way----" "It _is_ this way!" "I know--but please try to help.--I--I am not afraid to--love you------" Her slender figure trembled against him; the warmth of her set him afire. There was a scent of tears in her breath--a fragrance as her body relaxed, yielded, embraced; her hands, her lids, her: hair, her mouth, all his now, for the taking, as he took her into his arms. But he only stared down at what lay there; and, trembling, breathless, her eyes unclosed and she looked up blindly into his flushed face. "Because I--love you," she sighed, "I believe in all that--that I have--never--seen--in you." He looked back into her eyes, steadily: "I am going mad over you, Ailsa. There is only destruction for you in that madness. . . . Shall I let you go?" "W-what?" But the white passion in his face was enou
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