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ur; and as soon as we had shot clear of the city, "Maude is going away," I told her. "Going away?" she repeated, struck more by the tone of my voice than by what I had said. "She announced last night that she was going abroad indefinitely." I had been more than anxious to see how Nancy would take the news. A flush gradually deepened in her cheeks. "You mean that she is going to leave you?" "It looks that way. In fact, she as much as said so." "Why?" said Nancy. "Well, she explained it pretty thoroughly. Apparently, it isn't a sudden decision," I replied, trying to choose my words, to speak composedly as I repeated the gist of our conversation. Nancy, with her face averted, listened in silence--a silence that continued some time after I had ceased to speak. "She didn't--she didn't mention--?" the sentence remained unfinished. "No," I said quickly, "she didn't. She must know, of course, but I'm sure that didn't enter into it." Nancy's eyes as they returned to me were wet, and in them was an expression I had never seen before,--of pain, reproach, of questioning. It frightened me. "Oh, Hugh, how little you know!" she cried. "What do you mean?" I demanded. "That is what has brought her to this decision--you and I." "You mean that--that Maude loves me? That she is jealous?" I don't know how I managed to say it. "No woman likes to think that she is a failure," murmured Nancy. "Well, but she isn't really," I insisted. "She could have made another man happy--a better man. It was all one of those terrible mistakes our modern life seems to emphasize so." "She is a woman," Nancy said, with what seemed a touch of vehemence. "It's useless to expect you to understand.... Do you remember what I said to you about her? How I appealed to you when you married to try to appreciate her?" "It wasn't that I didn't appreciate her," I interrupted, surprised that Nancy should have recalled this, "she isn't the woman for me, we aren't made for each other. It was my mistake, my fault, I admit, but I don't agree with you at all, that we had anything to do with her decision. It is just the--the culmination of a long period of incompatibility. She has come to realize that she has only one life to live, and she seems happier, more composed, more herself than she has ever been since our marriage. Of course I don't mean to say it isn't painful for her.... But I am sure she isn't well, that it isn't because of our
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