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Viola to Morton, "did papa speak to you?" "A voice purporting to be your father spoke a few words." "He is very nice. Didn't you think so?" "The voice was very gentle and refined, and expressed a very tender regard for you." She sighed. "I have never heard my father's voice, for he always comes when I am in my deepest trances. They say that I will be permitted some day to hear all the voices through the cone--I only hear them now in an interior way." "Do you really suffer as you seem to do?" he asked, the echo of his pity still in his tone. "Not after I am really gone. Did I groan?" "Horribly! My heart was filled with remorse--" "I'm sorry. It doesn't really hurt me--physically. You see I am perfectly well again. And yet I hate more and more to give myself up. I can't explain it, but I seem to be losing more and more of _myself_--that is the thought that scares me. I hate to think of being so helpless. It seems to me as if I were becoming like--like a hotel piano--for any one to strum on--I mean that any one in the other world--It is so crowded over there, you know!" Her brows drew together in momentary disgust. "I _don't_ know, but it must be so if all the myriads of past humanity are living there. If I had my way you would never sit again," he declared, most fervently. "I wouldn't mind so much," she went on, "if I were not marked out for suspicion--if people would only talk to me of nice earthly things part of the time as they would to any other girl--but they never do. Everybody wants to talk to me about death and spirits--" "That's what gives edge to my remorse," he interrupted. "Here am I doing the very things you abhor. To think that we who have made such a protest against your slavery could not allow you one free evening! I will not say another word on these uncanny subjects." "But I _want_ to talk of them to _you_! I wanted to tell you all about myself that day we rode up to the mine--but I could not." "I wish you had. It might have made a great deal of difference in your life--and mine. I have been thinking of that ride to-night, as we sat in the darkness. If I could, I would keep you as girlish, as gay, as you were that day. This business is all a desecration to me. I love to think of you as you were then--when you laughed back at me in the rain. I wish we were both there this minute." She smiled. "You forget the time of night!" Her face grew wistful. "I've been getting homesick
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