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"I daresay; but come to the point." "Don't be in a hurry. It is rather hard to express myself. What I mean is that you had better give up staring." "Staring? I never stared at you or anyone else, in my life!" "Stupid Morris! By staring I mean star-gazing, and by star-gazing I mean trying to get away from the earth--in your mind, you know." Morris ran his fingers through his untidy hair and opened his lips to answer. "Don't contradict me," she interrupted in a full steady voice. "That's what you are thinking of half the day, and dreaming about all the night." "What's that?" he ejaculated. "I don't know," she answered, with a sudden access of indifference. "Do you know yourself?" "I am waiting for instruction," said Morris, sarcastically. "All right, then, I'll try. I mean that you are not satisfied with this world and those of us who live here. You keep trying to fashion another--oh! yes, you have been at it from a boy, you see I have got a good memory, I remember all your 'vision stories'--and then you try to imagine its inhabitants." "Well," said Morris, with the sullen air of a convicted criminal, "without admitting one word of this nonsense, what if I do?" "Only that you had better look out that you don't _find_ whatever it is you seek. It's a horrible mistake to be so spiritual, at least in that kind of way. You should eat and drink, and sleep ten hours as I do, and not go craving for vision till you can see, and praying for power until you can create." "See! Create! Who? What?" "The inhabitant, or inhabitants. Just think, you may have been building her up all this time, imagination by imagination, and thought by thought. Then her day might come, and all that you have put out piecemeal will return at once. Yes, she may appear, and take you, and possess you, and lead you----" "She? Why she? and where?" "To the devil, I imagine," answered Mary composedly, "and as you are a man one can guess the guide's sex. It's getting dark, let us go out. This is such a creepy place in the dark that it actually makes me understand what people mean by nerves. And, Morris, of course you understand that I have only been talking rubbish. I always liked inventing fairy tales; you taught me; only this one is too grown up--disagreeable. What I really mean is that I do think it might be a good thing if you wouldn't live quite so much alone, and would go out a bit more. You are getting quite an odd look on
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