hundred
yards were between the lovers and himself.
Gabriel went home by way of the churchyard. In passing the tower
he thought of what she had said about the sergeant's virtuous habit
of entering the church unperceived at the beginning of service.
Believing that the little gallery door alluded to was quite disused,
he ascended the external flight of steps at the top of which
it stood, and examined it. The pale lustre yet hanging in the
north-western heaven was sufficient to show that a sprig of ivy had
grown from the wall across the door to a length of more than a foot,
delicately tying the panel to the stone jamb. It was a decisive
proof that the door had not been opened at least since Troy came back
to Weatherbury.
CHAPTER XXX
HOT CHEEKS AND TEARFUL EYES
Half an hour later Bathsheba entered her own house. There burnt
upon her face when she met the light of the candles the flush and
excitement which were little less than chronic with her now. The
farewell words of Troy, who had accompanied her to the very door,
still lingered in her ears. He had bidden her adieu for two days,
which were, so he stated, to be spent at Bath in visiting some
friends. He had also kissed her a second time.
It is only fair to Bathsheba to explain here a little fact which
did not come to light till a long time afterwards: that Troy's
presentation of himself so aptly at the roadside this evening was
not by any distinctly preconcerted arrangement. He had hinted--she
had forbidden; and it was only on the chance of his still coming
that she had dismissed Oak, fearing a meeting between them just
then.
She now sank down into a chair, wild and perturbed by all these
new and fevering sequences. Then she jumped up with a manner of
decision, and fetched her desk from a side table.
In three minutes, without pause or modification, she had written a
letter to Boldwood, at his address beyond Casterbridge, saying mildly
but firmly that she had well considered the whole subject he had
brought before her and kindly given her time to decide upon; that
her final decision was that she could not marry him. She had
expressed to Oak an intention to wait till Boldwood came home before
communicating to him her conclusive reply. But Bathsheba found that
she could not wait.
It was impossible to send this letter till the next day; yet to quell
her uneasiness by getting it out of her hands, and so, as it were,
setting the act in m
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