-the
victim of my impulses--led away to do what I ought to leave undone.
I can't, however, marry them both. And I have two reasons for
choosing Fanny. First, I like her best upon the whole, and second,
you make it worth my while."
At the same instant Boldwood sprang upon him, and held him by the
neck. Troy felt Boldwood's grasp slowly tightening. The move was
absolutely unexpected.
"A moment," he gasped. "You are injuring her you love!"
"Well, what do you mean?" said the farmer.
"Give me breath," said Troy.
Boldwood loosened his hand, saying, "By Heaven, I've a mind to kill
you!"
"And ruin her."
"Save her."
"Oh, how can she be saved now, unless I marry her?"
Boldwood groaned. He reluctantly released the soldier, and flung him
back against the hedge. "Devil, you torture me!" said he.
Troy rebounded like a ball, and was about to make a dash at the
farmer; but he checked himself, saying lightly--
"It is not worth while to measure my strength with you. Indeed it
is a barbarous way of settling a quarrel. I shall shortly leave the
army because of the same conviction. Now after that revelation of
how the land lies with Bathsheba, 'twould be a mistake to kill me,
would it not?"
"'Twould be a mistake to kill you," repeated Boldwood, mechanically,
with a bowed head.
"Better kill yourself."
"Far better."
"I'm glad you see it."
"Troy, make her your wife, and don't act upon what I arranged just
now. The alternative is dreadful, but take Bathsheba; I give her up!
She must love you indeed to sell soul and body to you so utterly as
she has done. Wretched woman--deluded woman--you are, Bathsheba!"
"But about Fanny?"
"Bathsheba is a woman well to do," continued Boldwood, in nervous
anxiety, and, Troy, she will make a good wife; and, indeed, she is
worth your hastening on your marriage with her!"
"But she has a will--not to say a temper, and I shall be a mere slave
to her. I could do anything with poor Fanny Robin."
"Troy," said Boldwood, imploringly, "I'll do anything for you, only
don't desert her; pray don't desert her, Troy."
"Which, poor Fanny?"
"No; Bathsheba Everdene. Love her best! Love her tenderly! How
shall I get you to see how advantageous it will be to you to secure
her at once?"
"I don't wish to secure her in any new way."
Boldwood's arm moved spasmodically towards Troy's person again. He
repressed the instinct, and his form drooped as with pain.
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