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f work. More; he knew, he remembered, the contents of these books. He sat down bewildered. Then it seemed as if there was a struggle within him as of two who strove for mastery. "Work!" cried one. "I won't," said the other. "You shall." "I won't." A most ignoble quarrel, yet it pulled him this way and that towards the table or back in the long easy chair. Finally the struggle ended: he fell back; he closed his eyes. When he opened them again, the room was cleared of the breakfast things, and he saw himself sitting at the table hard at work. "Good gracious!" he cried, springing to his feet. "Is what I remember of last night real? Not a dream!" "Not a dream at all. I will no longer have my career blasted at the outset by your confounded laziness. I think you understand me perfectly. I am clear of you whenever I please. I join you when I please." "Oh! And have I the same power?" "You? Certainly not. You are only the Half that won't work. You have got no power at all." "Oh! Well--I shall not stand that." "You can't help yourself. I am the Intellectual Principle; mine is the Will: mine is the clear head and the authority." "What am I, then?" "You? I don't know. You are me--yourself--without the Intellectual Principle. That is what you are. I must define you by negatives. You cannot argue, or reason, or create, or invent: you remember like an animal from assistance: you behave nicely because you have been trained: you are--in short--you are the Animal Part." "Oh!" He was angry: he did not know what to reply: he was humiliated. "Don't fall into a rage. Go away and amuse yourself. You can do anything you please. Come back, however, in time for Hall." The Animal Part obeyed. He went out leaving the other Part over his books. He spent the morning with other men as industriously disposed as himself. He found a strange lightness of spirits. There was no remonstrating voice within him reproaching him for his laziness, urging him to get up and go to work. Not at all; that voice was silent; he was left quite undisturbed. He talked with these men over tobacco; he played billiards with them; he lay in a chair and looked at a novel. He had luncheon and beer, and more tobacco. He went down the river in the college boat; he had an hour or two of whist before Hall. Then he returned to his room. His other Half looked up, surprised. "Already? The day has flown." "One moment," said Will, "before we go in. You're
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