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call magnetism belongs to the animal within us. When that is gone, I now perceive, when the animal is killed, the rest of the man has no longer any charm, any attraction, any persuasion, any power of leading, teaching, compelling, or guiding. His success, whatever he does, is all glitter--evanescent glitter. He may sit down and hold his tongue, for he can do no more good." "I only half understand." "Intellect, in short, my lower Half, is of no use without human passion. That is what it means. We have gone too far. Let us end it." "How? You despise the man who is only animal." "No--no! The animal is part of man. I understand now. I have done wrong--brother Half--to separate myself so much from you. Only, you carried it too far. You _would_ not work: you would not give me even a decent show. Suppose--I say suppose--we were united once more. Could I count on being allowed to work?" "Yes," said the Animal, "I have had a lesson too. You shall work," he hesitated and shuddered, "in reason, of course--say all the morning, and, if you go into the House, all the evening." "I would not be hard upon you. I would let you have a reasonable amount of indolence and rest. My success will be less rapid, on your account, but it will be more solid. Do you think that if we were to be lost again in each other, I should once more feel for that girl as--" "Why," said the Animal, "you would be--Me; and what I feel for her is, I assure you, overwhelming." That evening Will Challice sat at the open window in the dark, Nellie's hand in his. "My dear," he murmured, "tell me, do you love me more because I have realized some of our old dreams?" "Will; how can I tell you? I love you, not your success. If you had not done so well, it would have made no difference. Your success is only an accidental part of you." Oh! the metaphysician! "You are not your success. Yet, of course, I don't love you for your fine degree, you conceited boy, and yet it is for yourself." He kissed her forehead. "The old dream time was pleasant, wasn't it? when we chose to be Archbishop of Canterbury one day and Lord Chancellor the next. To be Leader of the House of Commons is the present ambition. It is a most splendid thing"--the dreamer's eyes looked up into space with the old light in them--"a most splendid thing--to lead the House--to sway the House. But I don't know," he sighed, "it will take an awful lot of work. And the Cambridge business did take i
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