you are so
far from me. And not only you, but--"
"Speak out, I entreat you!" cried Lavretsky, "what do you mean?"
"You will hear perhaps... but whatever it may be, forget... no, do not
forget; remember me."
"Me forget you--"
"That's enough, good-bye. Do not come after me."
"Lisa!" Lavretsky was beginning.
"Good-bye, good-bye!" she repeated, pulling her veil still lower and
almost running forward. Lavretsky looked after her, and with bowed head,
turned back along the street. He stumbled up against Lemm, who was also
walking along with his eyes on the ground, and his hat pulled down to
his nose.
They looked at one another without speaking.
"Well, what have you to say?" Lavretsky brought out at last.
"What have I to say?" returned Lemm, grimly. "I have nothing to say. All
is dead, and we are dead (Alles ist todt, und wir sind todt). So you're
going to the right, are you?"
"Yes."
"And I go to the left. Good-bye."
The following morning Fedor Ivanitch set off with his wife for Lavriky.
She drove in front in the carriage with Ada and Justine; he behind, in
the coach. The pretty little girl did not move away from the window
the whole journey; she was astonished at everything; the peasants, the
women, the wells, the yokes over the horses' heads, the bells and the
flocks of crows. Justine shared her wonder. Varvara Pavlovna laughed
at their remarks and exclamations. She was in excellent spirits; before
leaving town, she had come to an explanation with her husband.
"I understand your position," she said to him, and from the look in
her subtle eyes, he was able to infer that she understood his position
fully, "but you must do me, at least, this justice, that I am easy to
live with; I will not fetter you or hinder you; I wanted to secure Ada's
future, I want nothing more."
"Well, you have obtained your object," observed Fedor Ivanitch.
"I only dream of one thing now: to hide myself for ever in obscurity. I
shall remember your goodness always."
"Enough of that," he interrupted.
"And I shall know how to respect your independence and tranquillity,"
she went on, completing the phrases she had prepared.
Lavretsky made her a low bow.
Varvara Pavlovna then believed her husband was thanking her in his
heart.
On the evening of the next day they reached Lavriky; a week later,
Lavretsky set off for Moscow, leaving his wife five thousand roubles for
her household expenses; and the day after Lavret
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