m, is a forcing
process. Without any awkwardly abrupt transition or disconnecting
jolts, those who begin to talk about mutual friends in the morning may
easily reach a discussion of their own souls in the afternoon, and be
far on the broad and easy path of sentiment by evening. Like or
dislike, more or less strong, must surely and quickly follow. There is
in the social chemistry a certainty of repulsion or attraction, out of
which the most unexpected combinations result--of a surprisingly
lasting nature.
In the daily routine Miriam saw Leeds constantly. Though she might
come down late for breakfast, she always found him. Even if she
breakfasted in her room, when she descended he was always smoking in
the hall.
"I did not expect to stay so long," he explained to her on one
occasion, rising as she paused at the foot of the stairs.
"Then why do you?" she asked, coldly.
"Don't you know?" he demanded. "Should you feel it pleasanter if I
went away?"
"Really--as I have undertaken to be perfectly frank with you--how can
your going or staying make the least difference in the world to me?"
"Still," he said, looking at her curiously, "there must be something
tiresome in having to be scorning somebody all the time."
"I think," she said, briefly, "I hear voices in the billiard room. I
am going in there."
If at dinner Leeds found himself next to her he discovered that she
spoke to him no more than the strict letter of the law governing the
conduct of guests in the same house demanded. What she said was of the
most indifferent nature. If he sought to reach a more personal basis
he found himself checked.
"Miss Whiting," he said, suddenly, on the third evening, "I am going
away to-morrow morning."
Miriam swung about swiftly.
"To-morrow!" she exclaimed, with a catch in her voice.
"Yes, I think I had better go, though there is something I want to
tell you before I do. I have thought of all that you have said. I have
profited by the new light that you have thrown upon myself--my
actions--my life."
"What do you mean?" she murmured.
"I have realized that very likely I am a prig. I understand the
futility of what I am trying to do. I see that I have been mistaken in
my power. I'm going to give up."
"Give up?" she replied.
"You have shown that I was attempting more than I was able to do. The
Donaldsons have asked me to go in their yacht round the world. The
_Vierna_ starts on Thursday. I am going away to
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