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m, is a forcing process. Without any awkwardly abrupt transition or disconnecting jolts, those who begin to talk about mutual friends in the morning may easily reach a discussion of their own souls in the afternoon, and be far on the broad and easy path of sentiment by evening. Like or dislike, more or less strong, must surely and quickly follow. There is in the social chemistry a certainty of repulsion or attraction, out of which the most unexpected combinations result--of a surprisingly lasting nature. In the daily routine Miriam saw Leeds constantly. Though she might come down late for breakfast, she always found him. Even if she breakfasted in her room, when she descended he was always smoking in the hall. "I did not expect to stay so long," he explained to her on one occasion, rising as she paused at the foot of the stairs. "Then why do you?" she asked, coldly. "Don't you know?" he demanded. "Should you feel it pleasanter if I went away?" "Really--as I have undertaken to be perfectly frank with you--how can your going or staying make the least difference in the world to me?" "Still," he said, looking at her curiously, "there must be something tiresome in having to be scorning somebody all the time." "I think," she said, briefly, "I hear voices in the billiard room. I am going in there." If at dinner Leeds found himself next to her he discovered that she spoke to him no more than the strict letter of the law governing the conduct of guests in the same house demanded. What she said was of the most indifferent nature. If he sought to reach a more personal basis he found himself checked. "Miss Whiting," he said, suddenly, on the third evening, "I am going away to-morrow morning." Miriam swung about swiftly. "To-morrow!" she exclaimed, with a catch in her voice. "Yes, I think I had better go, though there is something I want to tell you before I do. I have thought of all that you have said. I have profited by the new light that you have thrown upon myself--my actions--my life." "What do you mean?" she murmured. "I have realized that very likely I am a prig. I understand the futility of what I am trying to do. I see that I have been mistaken in my power. I'm going to give up." "Give up?" she replied. "You have shown that I was attempting more than I was able to do. The Donaldsons have asked me to go in their yacht round the world. The _Vierna_ starts on Thursday. I am going away to
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