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tisfy his love--so much I love him. Davy," she faltered, putting her hands to her eyes, "I love--I _love_--I love him!" Ecod! 'Twas too much for me. Half scandalized, I ran away, leaving her weeping in my dear mother's rocking-chair. * * * * * My sister and I were alone at table that evening. The doctor was gone in the punt to Jolly Harbour, the maids said; but why, they did not know, for he had not told them--nor could we guess: for 'twas a vexatious distance, wind and tide what they were, nor would a wise man undertake it, save in case of dire need, which did not then exist, the folk of Jolly Harbour, as everybody knows, being incorruptibly healthy. But I would not go to sleep that night until my peace was made; and though, to deceive my sister, I went to bed, I kept my eyes wide open, waiting for the doctor's step on the walk and on the stair: a slow, hopeless footfall, when, late in the night, I heard it. I followed him to his room--with much contrite pleading on the tip of my tongue. And I knocked timidly on the door. "Come in, Davy," said he. My heart was swelling so--my tongue so sadly unmanageable--that I could do nothing but whimper. But---- "I'm wonderful sad, zur," I began, after a time, "t' think that I----" "Hush!" said he. 'Twas all I said--not for lack of will or words, but for lack of breath and opportunity; because all at once (and 'twas amazingly sudden) I found myself caught off my feet, and so closely, so carelessly, embraced, that I thought I should then and there be smothered: a death which, as I had been led to believe, my dear sister might have envied me, but was not at all to my liking. And when I got my breath 'twas but to waste it in bawling. But never had I bawled to such good purpose: for every muffled howl and gasp brought me nearer to that state of serenity from which I had that day cast myself by harsh and willful conduct. Then--and 'twas not hard to do--I offered my supreme propitiation: which was now no more a sacrifice, but, rather, a high delight. "You may have my sister, zur," I sobbed. He laughed a little--laughed an odd little laugh, the like of which I had never heard. "You may have her," I repeated, somewhat impatiently. "Isn't you hearin' me? I _give_ her to you." "This is very kind," he said. "But----" "You're _wantin'_ her, isn't you?" I demanded, fearing for the moment that he had meantime changed his mind. "
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