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"We should all be very grateful for your willingness to go. God will reward you." "Plainly it must be a Cardinal this time, Holy Father," said the Englishman, smiling. "We have still four days. And one of my nationality has affinity with the Germans, and yet is not one of them, as I remarked to your Holiness last night. Besides, I am getting an old man." There was nothing whatever of the gallant _poseur_ in his manner, whatever were the words. Monsignor perceived that somehow or another these persons stood in an attitude towards death that was beyond his comprehension altogether. They spoke of it lightly and genially. "Eh well," said the Pope, "it is decided so. You go to-night?" "Yes, Holy Father, it is absolutely necessary for me to arrange my affairs first. I have chartered a private volor. One of my own servants has volunteered to drive it. But there is one more matter before I receive your Holiness' instructions. This priest here, my secretary, Monsignor Masterman, wishes to come with me. I ask your Holiness to forbid that. I wish him to be Vicar-Capitular of my diocese, if possible, in the event of my death." The Pope glanced across at the priest. "Why do you wish to go, Monsignor? Do you understand to what you are going?" "Holy Father, I understand everything. I wish to go because it is not right that the Cardinal should go alone. Let there be a witness this time. The Rector of the English College here can receive all necessary instructions from His Eminence and myself." "And you, Eminence?" "I do not wish him to go because there is no need why two should go, Holiness. One can carry the message as well as two." There was silence for a moment. The Pope began to play with a pen that lay before him. Then Monsignor burst out again. "Holy Father, I beg of you to let me go. I am afraid of death; . . . that is one reason why I should go. I am crippled mentally; my memory left me a few months ago; it may leave me again, and this time helpless and useless. And it is possible that I may be of some service. Two are better than one." For a moment the Pope said nothing. He had glanced up curiously as the priest had said that he was "afraid of death." Then he had looked down again, his lips twitching slightly. "Eh well," he said. "You shall go if you wish it." (III) There was only a very small group of people collected to see the second envoy leave for Berlin. The hour and place of star
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