FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53  
54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   >>   >|  
n and she refolded it with hands not steady. He did not speak until she had sealed the letter and was sitting there looking down at her hands, rubbing them a little, as if her interest was in them. "Marion," he asked, and his voice shook now, "doesn't it ever seem to you that life is too valuable to throw away like this?" She made no reply and angered by her unresponsiveness he added sharply: "It's rather dangerous, you know." She looked up at him then. "Is this a threat?" she asked with a faint, mocking smile. He moved angrily, starting to leave the room. "Have you no feeling?" he broke out at her. "Is this all you _want_ from life?" She colored and retorted: "It was not the way I expected to live when I married you." He stood there doggedly for a moment, his face working with nervousness. "I think then," he said roughly, "that we'd better be decent enough to get a divorce!" At what he saw in her face he cried passionately: "Oh no, you don't believe in divorce--but you believe in _this_!" "Was it _I_ who brought it about?" she cried, stung to anger. She had risen and for an instant they stood there facing each other. "Haven't you any humanity?" he shot rudely at her. "Don't you ever _feel_?" She colored but drew back, in command of herself again. "I do not desecrate my feelings," she said with composure; "I don't degrade my humanity." "Feeling--humanity!" he sneered, and wheeled about and left the room. He started at once for his rehearsal. He was trembling with anger and yet underneath that passion was an unacknowledged feeling of relief. It had seemed that he had to do something; now he told himself that he had done what he could. He walked slowly through the soft night, seeking control. He was very bitter toward Marion, and yet in his heart he knew that he had asked for what he no longer wanted. He quickened his step toward the Lawrences', where they were to hold the rehearsal, where he would find Ruth Holland. CHAPTER EIGHT After the maelstrom of passion had thrown her out where life left her time to think about what she had felt, Ruth Holland would wonder whether there was something in her that made her different from the good people of the world. Through it all she did not have the feeling that it would seem she would have; what she did did not make her feel as she knew, when she came to think it out, she would be supposed to feel about such a thing. In hours that would be most
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53  
54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

feeling

 

humanity

 

divorce

 
colored
 
rehearsal
 

passion

 

Marion

 

Holland

 
relief
 

unacknowledged


wheeled
 

Feeling

 

degrade

 

composure

 

feelings

 

desecrate

 

sneered

 

trembling

 
underneath
 

command


started

 

longer

 

maelstrom

 

thrown

 

people

 

supposed

 

Through

 

CHAPTER

 

seeking

 

slowly


walked

 

control

 
Lawrences
 

quickened

 

wanted

 

bitter

 

unresponsiveness

 
sharply
 
angered
 

threat


mocking

 
dangerous
 

looked

 

valuable

 
sealed
 
letter
 

sitting

 

refolded

 

steady

 

interest