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seemed all the beauty of the world reached him. Marion's beauty was a definite separate thing; his face went tender as he thought how Ruth Holland only grew beautiful in beauty, as if it broke through her, making her. Once more he moved sharply, disturbing the little dog at his feet; he realized where his thoughts had again gone, how looking at his wife it was to this other girl he was drawn, she seeming near him and Marion apart. He grew miserable in a growing feeling of helplessness, in a sense of waiting disaster. It was as if the whole power of life was drawing him on to disaster. Again that bird call floated through the dusk; the gentle breeze stirred the fragrance of flowers; it came to seem that the world was beautiful that it might ensnare him, as if the whole power of the sweetness of life was trying to pull him over where he must not go. He grew afraid. He got the feeling that he must do something--that he must do it at once. After he had sat there brooding for half an hour he abruptly got up and walked in where his wife was sitting. "Marion," he began brusquely, "I should like to speak to you." She had been sitting with her back to the door; at his strange address of her she turned round in surprise; she looked startled when she saw his strained face. "We've been married about six years, isn't it?" He had come a little nearer, but remained standing. He still spoke in that rough way. She did not reply but nodded slightly, flushing. "And now for two years we--haven't been married?" She stiffened and there was a slight movement as if drawing back. She did not answer. "I'm thirty-four and you're a little less than that." He paused and it was more quietly, though none the less tensely that he asked: "Is it your idea that we go through life like this?" She was gathering together the sheets of paper on her desk. She did not speak. "You were angry at me--disappointed. I grant you, as I did at the time, that it was a silly affair, not--not creditable. I tried to show you how little it meant, how it had--just happened. Two years have passed; we are still young people. I want to know--do you intend this to go on? Are our whole lives to be spoiled by a mere silly episode?" She spoke then. "Mere silly episode," she said with a high little laugh, "seems rather a slight way to dispose of the fact that you were untrue to me." She folded her letter and was putting it in the envelope. It would not go i
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