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ers, and some have not survived it. Remember those pitiful, unaccountable suicides of our bravest and our fairest. In every case _there was a reason_! Penelope did not go home after the party, she was in no condition to do so, but stayed at Roberta's, and I stayed with her, at least I promised to stay, for I knew she needed me. I knew that the greatest danger was still threatening her. When the guests had gone we took off our things (Roberta let me have her little spare room on the mezzanine floor and she gave Penelope her own big bedroom with the old French furniture), then a Russian singer, a tall blond, Margaret G----, came in from the next apartment and we talked for a long time. Pen and Bobby smoke cigarettes and drank cordials; they drank in a nervous, hysterical way, as if they felt they _must_ drink, and, strangely enough, the more they drank the more intensely sober they became. _I understood this!_ Such talk! Miss Gordon had just returned to America by way of Tokio. She had been in London, Paris, Petrograd, Cairo; and, everywhere, as a result of the war, she said, she found a mad carnival of recklessness and extravagance. Everywhere the old standards of decency and honor had been set aside, greed and lust were rampant, the whole human race seemed to be swept as with a mighty tide, by three fierce desires--for money, for pleasure, for sensuality. And God had been forgotten! I, who know how hideously true this is, tried to show these women _why_ it is true, especially Penelope, whose eyes were burning dangerously, but they were not interested in my moralizing. "Let us eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow we die," mocked Margaret G----, emptying her glass, and Roberta joined her, while Penelope hesitated. "Wait! For God's sake, wait!" I caught the poor child's arm and the wine spilled over the carpet. Never shall I forget the look in her eyes as she drew back her head and faced me. I realized that the powers of evil were striving again for the soul of Penelope Wells. Poor, tortured child! "Why shouldn't we eat, drink and be merry?" she demanded boldly, and I was silent. How could I explain to this dear, misguided one that, even as those rollicking words were spoken, I felt the clutch of a cold foreboding that I know only too well. _For tomorrow we die!_ The Russian singer presently withdrew as if she were annoyed at something, saying to Roberta that she would see her later. It seems they had
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